Port Dickson Away Day

Port Dickson is my first company trip since I joined. In my memory, this is my second time went to PD. The sea is not really nice which is similar to my expectation. However, the scenery is beautiful.

I drive to Port Dickson early in the morning. It was heavy rain when I go to Kepong to fetch one of my friends. Also, my GPS showed me an ending road which I totally not familiar about that. At the end, I need to U-turn and drive to somewhere which I more familiar with. I am the first time drive to Kepong and Port Dickson. It is really challenging when I drive during raining day especially when a lorry beside my car. I felt it is quite dangerous.

During our Away day, we separated in 6 groups and compete with one another. My team is Goodzilla. All the games are considered normal, but need some stamina to complete it. Our team won most of the game. All of them are very good in physical including the girls. The most memorable game is the tug-of-war. It was my first time playing the tug-of-war. I am not really physically fit, but I was so excited when our team won the games. In our final, I felt that almost all of us want to give up because it was so difficult to pull and the time was very long. The strength and the energy which we used are up to the max. At last, we won for the game and I am so excited although I am hurt. My hand was bruise and it was painful. Also, someone was step on my legs during the first game for few times. Luckily, it just turn into red color for sometimes only without any injury.

At night, we had a BBQ dinner. Some of them drink a lot which I not really like about this. However, I still drank one cup of wine. I went back to bath after the dinner around 12am. After bathing, I went out with my friend to enjoy the night peaceful scenery. Both of us love natural very much. We went back to the room around 2am and wake up around 7am to walk at the beach. I like the weather in the morning, it quite windy.

The wonderful time was passed very fast. It came to the end of our away day. We no need to think about the work at the moment. Thanks to everyone for the great moment of our away day.

Enjoy our life

“I finally figured outthe only reason to be aliveis to enjoy it.”
~ Rita Mae Brown

Rita Mae Brown is an American writer who born in 1944 at Hanover, Pennsylvania, USA. Her thought is really meaningful to all of us. She stated that “I finally figured out the only reason to be alive is to enjoy it”. Our life is tough, but we have to enjoy our work and our life.

The time is flied very fast because I had started my working life for a month. I had my training for 2 weeks and on job for another 3 weeks. The life is a bit miserable as we worked for overtime almost every day either at home or in the office. I am not sure whether I can do it or not, but it is still not my nightmare in the meanwhile. I hope I will have more time in a day, so that I can learn it and digest it slowly. Thanks for my senior who actually guide me very well. Sometimes, I feel a bit guilty because he needs to repeat the same things for few times and he has a lot of things to do. The tiredness can see through from our face indeed. Also, I look like a bit blur when I am not managed to catch up something.

However, I think that I really need to improve my computer skill. I am really envy to my senior and manager because they can click something within a few seconds while I am totally no idea what they click to done the job faster. It is a really a basic things which I had to improve beside than my English language. I must train myself to become a multi-tasking person and remember everything which I must remember. I must immune myself that I can enjoy and do everything faster.

Enjoy and happy all the time is our main purpose of the life even we are not happy or not enjoy it. We must have the positive thinking, so that we can only motivate ourselves.

郁闷

有时候真的不是很能原谅我自己，为什么凡事都不能小心一点呢？这样的事情也不是第一次了，我到底什么时候才学会照顾好自己的东西呢？不是忘记这个，就是忘记那个。还是我是凡走过的地方都一定要留下痕迹？把东西留在那里，当作是一种纪念？或许这一次会比较好一点，至少我三天后就发现了，上一次好像是两个月后才发现我的shampoo没有带回来，唉。好像都是后知后觉的，什么时候才学会还没发生就知道了呢？

还是我是累到什么都忘记了，就连我什么时候是最后一次使用它，我也忘记了。那么的小细节都做不好，到底还能做些什么大事呢？责怪自己到底又有何用呢？难道还小吗？要成熟一点啊？我还算是一个专业人士，怎么能这样呢？或许只能怪自己那么的不小心，为了工作什么都能忘记了。整个月了，我除了工作之外，我好像也没有做过其他东西了。我好像也是属于一个工作狂，要在最短时间学会最多东西，就是有一定的付出代价了。

再伤心也是无补的，只能接受事实了，除非有奇迹出现，还是自己遗忘了在某个角落，但这一种机会是多么的渺茫。难道还小吗？哭而无泪，有点的想哭却哭不出来了。唉。笑着过日子吧！人会比较开心一点的。哈哈。。哈哈。。

印尼和新加坡

第一次在一个星期内去了两个国家，坐了四架飞机，三种不同的航班，旅途相当的累，可是我们去没有玩，因为是去公干，或许是能说的除了工作还是工作了，只是在不同的地方工作，这可能是一种乐趣，去不同的地方能了解不同的东西，这也是一种好事。可是时间太赶了，有压力好像也是难免的。时间不够就是最大的压力了。

我们从kl飞到去jakarta，旅途两小时。jakarta的时间慢一小时，天气还蛮热的，飞机场也没有怎么样，就是有点的热。等了我们check out又check in，从jakarta飞去balikpapan。balikpapan是一个nyaman,damai,beriman的地方，是安全的，但怎么走也只有一条街。地方看起来是一个不怎么起眼的城市，可是却是麻雀虽小，五脏俱全的。但是，电灯却不是那么的稳定，一天跳几次电。

虽然很累也不是很够睡，但我觉得还不错的旅途，至少能出国吧。去一些没有去过的地方，也可能不会去的地方，所以再累也应该是值得的。

从印尼回来，我们在新加坡转机。逗留了一天，可是我们却睡到12点才起身，我想应该是太累了吧，我已经超过很久很久没有在10点过后起身了。一觉睡到天亮，连不熟悉的床也一样。只能证明了一句，就是我们都太累了。

第一次进赌场，却是在新加坡，可是我却没有赌，算是进去参观吧。以前想象不到赌场是一个怎么样的地方，现在却见识到了，原来是那么的庞大的，人也是人山人海。连云顶那么靠近的赌场，我也没有进过，不知道是失败还是什么了。哈哈。不过，真的让我打看眼见了。

8天的旅途就这样结束了。认识了一班在新加坡工作的朋友，可是却没有去找我的朋友，因为我也没有他们的电话，唉。还有，我学会了skating，能自己滑的时候，真的很高兴。哈哈。一开始，我真的很怕很怕，还好有两位朋友拉着我走，不然我相信我一定会跌到了。比起ice skating，在路上skating好像比较有安全感比较容易，至少有4个轮。虽然不是很快，但还算是成功的第一步。在east coast park里面，我第一次看到那么多的脚车，那么多的skating鞋。这个真的是一个不错的经验。两个小时里面，我还蛮enjoy的。一个晚上，我也见识了不少。新加坡的夜生活，真的是我第一次见。

Not enough sleep

For 3 weeks, I just sleep average for 5 to 6 hours every day including Saturday and Sunday since I started my work. It is fun but quite tired actually. We read a lot during the training and after our training. It seems like information overload to me although I had learned most of the things before this. I had to refresh my knowledge which I had gained one year ago.

I start to become suspicious that is my life just for working in the time being? I seem like nothing to do except thinking of my work although without overtime claim. However, I feel like time flied very fast since I started my first job. It passed for 3 weeks without my notice. In 3 weeks, a lot of things happened including whether I can take leave to my brother’s convocation or not. It had changed few time between can or cannot. At the end, I failed to go to the convocation because I am not in Malaysia during that time. The process is just like the changes from happy, sad, disappointed, and fantastic to excited.

I think it is worth because I have the chances to go overseas and go travel around. I am looking forward to my trip although I think I will totally not enough sleep for the week when I am outstation. I will try to enjoy myself because all my trips previously is less sleeping time, so that we can travel more places which we wanted it to be happened.

Traffic in KL

Before I drove to work every morning, I thought I scare for the cars. However, I now only realized that I am wrong because I more scare for the motorcycles. Every morning or the time when I went back home, there are a lot of motorcycles on the road. It is difficult to drive especially during traffic jam.

Besides, I am quite lazy to take LRT to work although the traffic is jam. It is because I need to walk a distance and need to pack inside the LRT. Furthermore, all my things are quite heavy actually. It may be the reasons for me to be stuck inside the traffic jam.

I hope my parking skill and driving skill will be improved after sometimes. However, I am sure with this intensive training. I can do it.

美乐家使命感

美乐家是一间环保超市，它没有通过广告商和分销商的一间工厂，制造的都是环保安全无毒的日常用品，都是一些我们每一天都需要用的东西。与其去其他地方买，倒不如到美乐家的环保超市购买。得到一个健康的生活，帮助每一个人远离毒害，美乐家的使命是多么的大。

我个人真的彻底的被美乐家感动了，就是为了要一个无毒的环境，当有的选择的时候，为什么我们不要选择更好的东西呢？没有钱只是一个借口，难道我们要救的只是有缘人吗？没缘的难道就让他慢性中毒吗？这一切都是因为化学物质的所在。所以，我真的很佩服槟城消费者学会，能出一本这么好的书，让我们知道我们日常用品到底什么是有毒的，若不是那么书，我不会那么的相信。

东西就算怎么好用还是环保，如果东西很贵，也没有什么用。可是，东西那么的便宜，难道真的用不过吗？我觉得值得，便宜好用环保无毒，能够救自己，也能够救地球，何乐而不为呢？就算是浪费，我也觉得应该把有毒的都丢了，浪费也是那么的一次而已，为了健康，难道就不值得吗？还是要等到生了病才去看医生呢？还是要趁我们还是健康的时候就改换呢？

我行动了，而你呢？救人救这个地球就是我们的使命，助人达成目标，共创美好未来。

朋友加油

朋友，平时的我都以为自己很坚强，可是看完了你写的东西后，你却是我看过最坚强的那个了，我彻底的输了。我看了你的故事，我哭了。我在想，一个人怎么能够承担这一些事情呢？是我的话，我应该崩溃了。朋友本来就是有难同当，有福同享的。我知道你会看得见我写的东西，我们是绝对不会看不起你，因为我们都是好朋友。

在生活上，我最不想见的东西是离婚，更不想做的东西是分手，如果要离婚，为什么还要结婚呢？恋爱就是要找到适合自己的，如果恋爱是为了分手，我宁愿不要恋爱。因为分手的感觉是很痛很痛。离婚最伤的不是两人，而是小孩。那，又何必呢？

你却一个人承担了。想回去的时候，你还可以笑着面对我们，我真的太佩服你了，你怎么能做得到的呢？为什么就不让我们跟你分担这一切呢？就算是我们不能做些什么事情，至少你可以诉苦啊，不用一个人难过哭泣。我觉得我不是一个很会当别人的好朋友，为什么我会察觉不到你的不快乐呢？做朋友做到那么失败的我，还算是一个好朋友吗？4年的朋友，不管怎么样或是发生了什么事情，你还是我的好朋友，不会改变的那一些。请你记得，朋友是不会因为身世而变质的。

当事情演变成这样的情况的时候，不会慰问你的我也不知道要如何是好，只能叫你别那么伤心难过了。有什么事情，就找我们聊聊吧。能帮的，能分担的，一定是义不容辞的。别一个人承受了，就别把我坏的都学完啊，因为我也是其中一个，可是我却没你那么强了，因为我不觉得我承受不到这样的事实。你真的很坚强，有你这样的朋友，我很荣幸，只要你不嫌弃我就好了。哈哈。。。

朋友，加油吧！你知道吗？你是最棒的！

Accident

Since the year which I was 17 years old, I had driven the car. However, this was my second time which the car behind bang me. This time is much more terrible compared to last time. The sound is a bit loud and my car was not stopped that time due to traffic jam. It is because I know that to stop the car is quite dangerous. The feeling just like what had happened suddenly. By that time, I really not sure whether want to stop my car to have a look or continue to drive the car.

After thinking for few second, I decided to stop the car. The car owner behind also stopped together as well and comes down to say sorry to us because is his fault. I was so angry that time, but I just do not know how to scold him and accept his apologized because my car just got a little of scar. However, this really a sad case because I just get my car for one month plus.

It is really a bad luck for me.

Cancer

Why there are so many people will get cancer nowadays? According to the research, there is one person out of four people will get cancer in Malaysia. In the year 2020, there is one person out of three people will get cancer. In the future, there is one person out of two people will get cancer in Malaysia. It is a very terrible figure in our life.

Most of the cancer is due to our environmental. Since World War 2, 100,000 types of chemical are created due to the world economic downturn. However, there are 20,000 types of chemical which contents something which not good for our health and even will affect us to get cancer easily in the long term when we consume it together with our daily products without our knowledge. It is because the 20,000 types of chemical are cheap and have a good effect when we used it.

It is really a sad case when our family or relatives who get cancer. I am really scared for using all those products which do not prove by any scientist that the products are safety to use. It is the reason for me to change a brand to use safety products, which are chemical free. I scare to die and suffer from the cancer attack. Sometimes we not manage to change the result, but we can avoid it with our ability. It is really thanking god who recommended these daily necessity products to me. I hope I can tell everyone about the good news of the products which can save us and the world as well.