矛盾

问世间情为何物

错对只一线只差
情并没有对与错
相遇是否有悔意
还是是一种缘分
再相逢是否错误
还是是好的开始
想爱但不敢去爱
是痛苦还是辛苦
或许是没安全感
想念却挂在脑海
矛盾在身边围绕
会来得快去得快
还是是天长地久
时间是否能证明
自己也在矛盾中
渴望却不想太快
始终得不到答案
什么时候会晓得
命运是否能掌握
自己也难以理解
或许真的不了解
你是否也会晓得

End of my internship

I finally finished my 6 months training. The time really passed without noticed it. The job was tiring due to the long working hours. However, it was fun for me as I knew many friends and learned a lot of new things.

First of all, the most memorable during my training was I had the chances to travel all around the place. I could travel to Rawang, Klang, Shah Alam and KL. I had to train myself to familiar with the road although my direction sense was weak. It was a good chance for me to learn how to depend on a map to go to any places.

Furthermore, I need to thanks to all of my seniors who treated me very well and taught me a lot of things during my training. Also, thanks for the farewell too. I really happy and appreciate for that.

Last but not least, it was stress during my training, but I will not regret to have the training in this firm.

Internship gathering

After they discussed around one month, our gathering finally came. 17 trainees from our batch agreed with the date for the gathering, but only 16 of us came to the gathering because 1 of us cannot turn up due to emergency. All of us are very excited for the gathering as the gathering reflected the end of our 6 months training. We changed the place from Chilis to San Francisco Steakhouse due to no reservation can be made in Chilis, Mid Valley.

During this gathering, our main purpose is not eat but is snap photos and talk. I also forgot how many photos we take in two hours times. However, I can confirm that we take more than 200 photos with 5 to 7 cameras in 2 hours.

Our friendship started in the first day of our training. We know each other and separate to different departments. We get gather together some times during lunch hour in the office or meet in the office. However, the time is really limited for us due to our audit line always not in the office. I really appreciate because the time does not affect our friendship. Also, we can gather together in this gathering. It is the good times for us to share the knowledge and experience with each other. All of us are really happy because of the chances to gather all of us.

Thanks for everyone.

谎言

善意谎言美好的

却不喜欢它存在

不敢奢望的太多

不了解你的存在

也不是很了解你

而那个人却是你

压制自己的感受

而说了一个谎言

对你的谎言心酸

心情不好的时候

短短的言语当中

藏有着温暖感觉

一丝丝的感动着

是多么梦寐以求

挂念才是必然的

朦胧

清晨一片朦胧
阳光透过雾水
拟造梦幻色彩
摸不清的景色
多么难以触摸
短暂中的时刻
雾水因此溶化
不再是朦胧的
不再模糊不清
光线直射大地
没有所谓梦幻
剩下只是现实
雾虽衬托美景
却因热而消逝
朦胧还是明亮
漫漶还是清晰
是真还是假的
有点的搞不清

愣

思绪凌乱着

没有了知觉

脑海空白了

一句短短的

不知所措了

需怎么回应

没一点头绪

酸酸的感觉

这意味什么

害怕紧张吗

不晓这一切

什么是理智

什么是情绪

有点搞不懂

一句句的话

愣了很多下

需怎么回答

还是没头绪

凌乱空白的

怎么才解答

始终是个迷

时间是答案

是正确的吗

停顿的思考

What is an auditor life?

From what we always heard, auditor life is no life. It is because our work load is a lot. We had to work overtime and scarified our sleeping time, so that we can complete all the work on time. Sometimes, we not even know what should we do first due to we have to complete all the work in the same period. Proper time management really needed during the job.

Is it stress? From my 6 months experience, it really stress when you know nothing about audit. I feel really stress when I start my first final audit, but luckily I still can handle it. We have to improve ourselves with all the accounting knowledge, so that we can apply it during our work. It is true when we heard higher ability actually can reduce the stress. When our knowledge can afford the work done, we can do it easily without any stress. However, stress come in when we do not know how to solve the problem or lack of time.

It is nice when the working hours are flexible and can take long holiday during non-peak period. However, I think that we really no time to rest during peak period. What can we do during that period is working day and night. Is it calls a life? May be it is. I will know it when I really face it in the future.

还剩三个星期

时间过得很快，时间不留人，真的是正确的。实习了那么久，现在竟然只剩下短短的三个星期。从一个每一天不知道要做什么东西的，到现在不需要别人跟我说应该 要做些什么，都能独立去做，这个可能就是我的成就吧！更加搞笑的是，一个星期过后，差不多全部人都不在这一个工作岗位了，我senior还说，可能就只有 我自己一个人做follow up了，如果还有些东西还没有做完的话。一个人去client place的感觉，应该还好吧。

可能学多了，这一个工作虽然要做的东西都非常多，可是压力反而没有那么大，做得也比较开心。不知道是同事之间给我的感觉，还是自己的感觉。不过，这样的工作，同事之间的感情真的能反应出工作的心情。如果一个人每一天都在骂架的话，压力会来得更加的快。

但是，学到更多的东西，才会发现原来还有非常多的东西是不会的。不过，这样比不晓得自己不会什么来得好，至少知道自己应该从哪一方面提升自己了。是不是应该感谢我现在的senior考我那么多东西呢？是不是也要感谢我上一个senior给我机会考验一下自己承受压力的程度，所以才导致现在的我不觉得那么有压力呢？哈哈。好好的享受接下来15天的工作吧。