Sunday, December 26, 2010

忆在二零一零

三年前(2007尾声)曾经写过的一篇回忆,看过那篇文章回想起的时候才知道原来发生过那么多的事情。时隔三年,也才发现我在年尾或年头不曾记录一年来的心情。2009年,刚从台湾回来。2008年,却是忙着准备考试的一年。2010年,应该就是忙工作,可是我还希望我有时间整理自己的心情。也发现自己还蛮喜欢看回自己每一次的原创,也许这就是比较自恋吧!哈哈。



以下文章纯粹创作:





你我

曾经相遇

现在还好吗

一年前一年后

时间慢慢的飞逝

成长中的喜怒哀乐

无法避免深夜里的悲

可忙的借口却挂在嘴边

疲惫厌倦却还是笑口常开

开心欢乐是一生里面的宗旨

爱没有如果你不需要假设什么

泪水是在坚强中学习不让它滑落

学习成长只是人生必然经过的道路

只能深深的相信明天就是未来的到来

没有对不起也没有错对的世界中度过的

有一种落寞的温暖是否还一样存在呢

一些回忆是留不住但也带不走停留

跌跌撞撞只寻找最初梦想和天堂

快乐的开始不该是悲伤的结束

煎熬的生活还是一样要度过

是否能度过还是一个迷惑

挡风挡雨的你是否还在

还是伤感是一种形容

一年后是否还一样

二零一零结束了

只希望会更好

更加的完美

更加开心

只留下

美好

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Outstation

Someone told me that he not really like outstation because it is more tiring compared to normal work. Also, your feeling will totally not the same as you go to travel. However, I like to go outstation although it is tiring for the time being. It is because we can go different places for free although we have to work day and night. We can go somewhere that we will not go normally if we go travel. Besides, I had no money to go travel. Therefore, there is no reasons for me do not want to go outstation since I like to travel so much.

This time is my second assignment for outstation. First assignment for outstation, I went to Indonesia for one week. It was a great experience for me although it was super tired as I was fall asleep during working. For my second outstation, I went to Pahang for estate visit in Bera, Triang, Rentam, Mengkarak and Palong. We need to go there for 2 weeks. It should be a great expedition.

I had passed by so many estates in Pahang since young. I like the palm oil because the view is very beautiful along the road. However, I have no chances to go in before this. And now, I finally have chance to go to visit. I will look forward to the experience in this coming two weeks although this is not my first time have a near distance contact with palm oil or rubbers trees.
The only thing which I hope is I still manage to online in these two weeks.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

KSP Night



Our KSP night had been organized in one world hotel. I never plan to go to this night, but I never regret to go to the night as well. The reasons why I feel like not really want to join are because I do not like to drink as most of the function is like this. When I reach the ball room, all the people are quite strange to me. Is this my problem?

I am very surprise when my friend called me that night to take photo. I never met her after our convocation. I tried to date her for few times but fail at the end. I was so happy when I met her outside the ball room. The friendship will never end although we did not meet for sometimes.

The programs were not special because only singing, fashion shows and lucky draws. I was not very lucky because I had long time never get any prize for lucky draws. I took quite a lot photos with different people that night. However, I was disappointed when I saw most of the photos because the photos were very blur or not clear.

After the dinner, many of the people dance in front of the stage. However, I never thought that I want to join. It was not my type to rock anywhere.

I went back around 11.20pm. I almost want to cry when I lost my way in 1u. I can only blame myself why my direction sense is so bad. I used more than 30 minutes to find the shop or the places which I came out from the parking. I was scare and felt helpless that time. End up, the security asked me where I want to go because he saw me for the second times after 10 to 20 minutes. Also, I had to thank to the security because bring me to the car park. I had walked one round of 1u from the beginning to another end and turn back to the beginning. My parking was very near to the hotel, but end up I walk very long distance to reach there. It was similar when I went to the hotel from the car park because I also walk to another end before I find my way to the hotel. I think I will never forget the night walk inside 1u.

It was a memorable night for me because of the lost.

Wednesday, December 01, 2010

Surprise

I am really very surprise that my friend was broke with her boyfriend. I get the news from another friend, I need to thank to her to inform me about this. I had not met my friend more than a year after she graduated. I still remembered that she want me to go to her wedding dinner in year 2010 in Penang. They planned their wedding on 121212 which mean is 12 December 2012. After graduated, my friend moved to Penang and settled down there because her boyfriend hometown is there.

After sometimes, the things did not go very smoothly. I decided to call my friend at night when I heard the news. However, I forgot about it when I was too concentrating on my works. When I realized about it, the time already passed 12 midnight. I called my friend the next day at night while I was still working. I felt relieved when my friend told me that she is fine and will move back to KL next month.

I must control my emotions when I am talk to my friends in public places. I forgot that others actually can hear my conversation. It was luckily that I did not say others bad things. If not, I will be on trouble. However, others asked me that am I quarreled with someone or discussed something that cannot be solved in the moment with others?

I am surprise why the things can be like this. I am scare about all this. I just want a simple life and a happy life. I try to enjoy the work although it was not in the reality. I hope I will not change in the future and keep a happy mind during the work as others say this is impossible.