Continuously

After continuously work for three weeks including Saturday, Sunday and public holidays, finally I can rest during the weekend. I just felt that the time flew very fast as the dateline is nearer and nearer. Three weeks just pass without any conscience. I just hope the time will not pass that fast, so that I can do my work slowly. However, 24 hours just passed quietly.

I had already long time never went for a walk in this month. Thanks for my friends who accompany me during the weekend. I thought I will be alone in the shopping center, but at the end, I am not. I am quite happy actually.

On Saturday, we went to 1 utama in the afternoon. I not really had the chances to walk in 1 utama although I work nearby there. I went to apply a 1 card, make a new spectacle and buy some vegetable. It looks like is my first time ask someone to accompany me to buy my things as I will normally go to buy alone.

On Sunday, we went to TTDI Park to have a walk. It really a nice walk as the weather considers quite nice. I had never woken up at 6 something early in the morning since my peak period started. However, I make it to make myself wake up to go for exercise. It is the same for us. The park has a nice view, and a lot of people go there in the morning. In my mind, KL life is a city with shopping complex only. Now, I had to change my mind because KL still has something else besides the building. I will never regret to wake up so early and put aside all my work. I was enjoying the life like that. I really need to thank to my friend who bring me there.

泪水

一星期的第二次

证明了一样东西

越忙情绪越不好

没时间有情绪的

累得不晓做什么

受伤了心在疼痛

手流血还好不痛

真感谢茶树精油

哭不是因为受伤

而觉得自己没用

好久没痛哭一场

哭过了就好了吧

学会了隐藏情绪

哭过就收起泪水

早晚不同的两人

为了工作而工作

却觉得自己病了

低落

看了你的来信

心情真的不好

情绪突然低落

差一点的意外

真的心惊胆跳

泪水却溢出了

多久没哭泣了

真的接受不了

觉得自己没用

这么小小事情

居然都办不好

还如何成大器

不敢告诉何人

沉在心里头的

难受难过难啃

觉得自己变了

把情绪掩盖着

哭着却笑着说

脆弱却坚强着

明明是想要的

却说自己不要

伤心的还是我

开始懂了

开始懂了

你不是属于我的

开始懂了

你不再是从前的你

开始懂了

想哭却没有时间哭

开始懂了

原来没时间是能逃避

开始懂了

逃避是避免伤感的良药

开始懂了

逃避久了伤口会慢慢痊愈

开始懂了

笑容原来是可以伪装起来的

慢慢地长大

开始懂了

失去就是失去了

事情是不能从来的

后悔与否

只是一场梦

梦醒了

开始懂了

秘密还是一个秘密

开始懂了

沉在心里还是最好

开始懂了

幸福未必须拥有

真心的祝福

远在天边

近在眼前的你

也许

情人节的那天

你离开得很早

直觉告诉我了

应晓得何为事

也许我该放弃

也许是我误会

也许是我多情

也许是我误解

之前的一切是什么

多希望流言是真的

确实都是假象幻觉

中文变成英语那刻

我应该察觉得到的

你的认真不是私事

你的关心使我误解

何必一开始的关心

之后的一切是什么

什么都没有的当儿

是我该弃权的时候

也许我真的该放弃

面对你每天的冷漠

除了公没有私存在

一年多的期望破灭

除了麻醉自己疲累

最后的一切是什么

脑海再也装不下了

每天相遇十二小时

六月一百八十二天

何时何了的情况呢

失望却不再有期望

伤感却不再有泪水

一切画上一个句点

一个等待

女孩总是在等待着童话故事里面的白马王子，是等待又是失望的。盲目的等待还是伤心的结果，他从来都没有出现过。情人节那晚，女孩想了很久，身边的朋友一个又一个的拥抱着伴侣，可是可怜的女孩还是一个人独自坐在窗前望着圆圆的月亮发呆。

虽然女孩把时间排得满满的，可是伤心难过还是难免的。明亮的月亮就是陪伴女孩的良伴，寂寞的感觉更是在深夜里变得浓厚。女孩在想，什么时候才会在对的时间遇上对的人呢？失望落幕的感觉挂在心里头，女孩真的不好受。但是，女孩又能做些什么呢？

一年前的那画面，女孩依然那么的清晰。渴望的情景真的让女孩伤透了，男孩和另一位女孩的那一幕，女孩永远都不会忘记。一年一年的度过，除了被朋友玩弄，也不见得女孩真正的遇上一个志同道合的伴侣。

一个这样的等待，何时何刻才会遇得上一个？一个到不了总站的火车，何时何刻才会到达总站呢？奇迹好像不是何时何刻都会出现的，可是女孩还是等待着奇迹的出现。一个奇迹的几率到底会有多高呢？这样的疑问，女孩总是得不到答案。

Forgetful

Since when, I had become so forgetful? I had forgotten something that I need to be care of for my daily life. In my mind, I just remember my work. I have to remember what I suppose to do in the next day for my work. However, I forgot to wash my plate after I continue my work.

Last time, I just realized my pen drive was missing after few days. I forgot to take back my umbrella from my senior and it had passed two weeks until now. I even forgot where I put my calculator after I used it. It looks like super terrible. Why this can happen? Haiz.

Today, I just realize my IC was missing. I was very scare. In my memory, I had forgotten when the last time I saw it is. I became memory lost. I almost want to make a decision to make police report. I tried my best to recall when the last time was. After I think for few minutes, I think the last time was two weeks ago. It means I didn’t bring IC go out for 2 weeks and I had gone to so many differences places.

Is this because I had contributed all my memory towards my works? As my friend mentioned 200% workaholic. We had contributed our time which is equal to our physically and our memory which equal to our mentally. When we supposed to rest, but our mind still keep think about the work. When two auditors sit together, we started our conversation with work.

How many things that I had forgotten to do? I not even can answer. However, I must remind myself if cook half way, I must not continue my work. If not, the house burn already also not sure what had happened just now.

I must change, so that all this will not happen on me.

兔年行大运

想不到我虽然工作很忙碌，我还是有时间把这一个完成。可是我竟然是年初一晚上才有时间把它完成。第九年的生肖剪纸，距离一个圈还有三年。只是希望我还有那么的有毅力把剩下来的三个生肖完成--龙、蛇、马。

在我们的生活中，坚持和毅力真的很重要。疲累的感觉，可是结果却是美好的。坚持过的东西，往回一看，会发现自己是多么的有冲力。工作也一样，希望自己能坚持，而不会崩溃。

新年快乐。

《一年一次的聚会》

一班中学的朋友

新年唯一的聚会

中学毕业后六年

六年六次的聚会

友情有增无减的

搞笑还像是从前

还一样废话连篇

没得废就不像是

笑声无所不欢的

唯一变得是喝酒

一年前开始有酒

证明大家长大了

不再是从前一样

大家唯一不变是

每年的动作一样

跟朋友拿电话的

每年说明年不会

可是每年还是有

这样的一个聚会

很感谢举办的人

没有他们的努力

聚会是不会成功

聚在一起的时光

忆起中学的时候

欢乐无比无机心

多么的回味无穷

一切是多么难得

因有些从没见面

毕业后更没消息

珍惜这一份友情

珍惜你们的努力

你们还是最棒的

拜年更加是惊喜

喜欢直接到他家

都把别人吓坏了

衣也没换的出来

真的又是惊又喜

原来新年更忙碌

2011年新年

没想到我今年的新年还能有时间制作一张贺卡，以前每一年都会做一些不同的东西，可是今年不同的是已经工作了。平时工作说迟睡，想不到新年更加的迟睡。在新的一年里，只希望会更好。每一年的新年，都好像只是跟朋友聚会，还是真的一年一次。

可是我们的工作，好像每一次新年的时候都是特别的忙碌。明年会有机会假期吗？全都是一个谜。只能希望一年比一年好，心想事成，工作顺利了。

祝大家新年快乐。