Port Dickson Away Day

Port Dickson is my first company trip since I joined. In my memory, this is my second time went to PD. The sea is not really nice which is similar to my expectation. However, the scenery is beautiful.

I drive to Port Dickson early in the morning. It was heavy rain when I go to Kepong to fetch one of my friends. Also, my GPS showed me an ending road which I totally not familiar about that. At the end, I need to U-turn and drive to somewhere which I more familiar with. I am the first time drive to Kepong and Port Dickson. It is really challenging when I drive during raining day especially when a lorry beside my car. I felt it is quite dangerous.

During our Away day, we separated in 6 groups and compete with one another. My team is Goodzilla. All the games are considered normal, but need some stamina to complete it. Our team won most of the game. All of them are very good in physical including the girls. The most memorable game is the tug-of-war. It was my first time playing the tug-of-war. I am not really physically fit, but I was so excited when our team won the games. In our final, I felt that almost all of us want to give up because it was so difficult to pull and the time was very long. The strength and the energy which we used are up to the max. At last, we won for the game and I am so excited although I am hurt. My hand was bruise and it was painful. Also, someone was step on my legs during the first game for few times. Luckily, it just turn into red color for sometimes only without any injury.

At night, we had a BBQ dinner. Some of them drink a lot which I not really like about this. However, I still drank one cup of wine. I went back to bath after the dinner around 12am. After bathing, I went out with my friend to enjoy the night peaceful scenery. Both of us love natural very much. We went back to the room around 2am and wake up around 7am to walk at the beach. I like the weather in the morning, it quite windy.

The wonderful time was passed very fast. It came to the end of our away day. We no need to think about the work at the moment. Thanks to everyone for the great moment of our away day.

Enjoy our life

“I finally figured outthe only reason to be aliveis to enjoy it.”
~ Rita Mae Brown

Rita Mae Brown is an American writer who born in 1944 at Hanover, Pennsylvania, USA. Her thought is really meaningful to all of us. She stated that “I finally figured out the only reason to be alive is to enjoy it”. Our life is tough, but we have to enjoy our work and our life.

The time is flied very fast because I had started my working life for a month. I had my training for 2 weeks and on job for another 3 weeks. The life is a bit miserable as we worked for overtime almost every day either at home or in the office. I am not sure whether I can do it or not, but it is still not my nightmare in the meanwhile. I hope I will have more time in a day, so that I can learn it and digest it slowly. Thanks for my senior who actually guide me very well. Sometimes, I feel a bit guilty because he needs to repeat the same things for few times and he has a lot of things to do. The tiredness can see through from our face indeed. Also, I look like a bit blur when I am not managed to catch up something.

However, I think that I really need to improve my computer skill. I am really envy to my senior and manager because they can click something within a few seconds while I am totally no idea what they click to done the job faster. It is a really a basic things which I had to improve beside than my English language. I must train myself to become a multi-tasking person and remember everything which I must remember. I must immune myself that I can enjoy and do everything faster.

Enjoy and happy all the time is our main purpose of the life even we are not happy or not enjoy it. We must have the positive thinking, so that we can only motivate ourselves.

郁闷

有时候真的不是很能原谅我自己，为什么凡事都不能小心一点呢？这样的事情也不是第一次了，我到底什么时候才学会照顾好自己的东西呢？不是忘记这个，就是忘记那个。还是我是凡走过的地方都一定要留下痕迹？把东西留在那里，当作是一种纪念？或许这一次会比较好一点，至少我三天后就发现了，上一次好像是两个月后才发现我的shampoo没有带回来，唉。好像都是后知后觉的，什么时候才学会还没发生就知道了呢？

还是我是累到什么都忘记了，就连我什么时候是最后一次使用它，我也忘记了。那么的小细节都做不好，到底还能做些什么大事呢？责怪自己到底又有何用呢？难道还小吗？要成熟一点啊？我还算是一个专业人士，怎么能这样呢？或许只能怪自己那么的不小心，为了工作什么都能忘记了。整个月了，我除了工作之外，我好像也没有做过其他东西了。我好像也是属于一个工作狂，要在最短时间学会最多东西，就是有一定的付出代价了。

再伤心也是无补的，只能接受事实了，除非有奇迹出现，还是自己遗忘了在某个角落，但这一种机会是多么的渺茫。难道还小吗？哭而无泪，有点的想哭却哭不出来了。唉。笑着过日子吧！人会比较开心一点的。哈哈。。哈哈。。

印尼和新加坡

第一次在一个星期内去了两个国家，坐了四架飞机，三种不同的航班，旅途相当的累，可是我们去没有玩，因为是去公干，或许是能说的除了工作还是工作了，只是在不同的地方工作，这可能是一种乐趣，去不同的地方能了解不同的东西，这也是一种好事。可是时间太赶了，有压力好像也是难免的。时间不够就是最大的压力了。

我们从kl飞到去jakarta，旅途两小时。jakarta的时间慢一小时，天气还蛮热的，飞机场也没有怎么样，就是有点的热。等了我们check out又check in，从jakarta飞去balikpapan。balikpapan是一个nyaman,damai,beriman的地方，是安全的，但怎么走也只有一条街。地方看起来是一个不怎么起眼的城市，可是却是麻雀虽小，五脏俱全的。但是，电灯却不是那么的稳定，一天跳几次电。

虽然很累也不是很够睡，但我觉得还不错的旅途，至少能出国吧。去一些没有去过的地方，也可能不会去的地方，所以再累也应该是值得的。

从印尼回来，我们在新加坡转机。逗留了一天，可是我们却睡到12点才起身，我想应该是太累了吧，我已经超过很久很久没有在10点过后起身了。一觉睡到天亮，连不熟悉的床也一样。只能证明了一句，就是我们都太累了。

第一次进赌场，却是在新加坡，可是我却没有赌，算是进去参观吧。以前想象不到赌场是一个怎么样的地方，现在却见识到了，原来是那么的庞大的，人也是人山人海。连云顶那么靠近的赌场，我也没有进过，不知道是失败还是什么了。哈哈。不过，真的让我打看眼见了。

8天的旅途就这样结束了。认识了一班在新加坡工作的朋友，可是却没有去找我的朋友，因为我也没有他们的电话，唉。还有，我学会了skating，能自己滑的时候，真的很高兴。哈哈。一开始，我真的很怕很怕，还好有两位朋友拉着我走，不然我相信我一定会跌到了。比起ice skating，在路上skating好像比较有安全感比较容易，至少有4个轮。虽然不是很快，但还算是成功的第一步。在east coast park里面，我第一次看到那么多的脚车，那么多的skating鞋。这个真的是一个不错的经验。两个小时里面，我还蛮enjoy的。一个晚上，我也见识了不少。新加坡的夜生活，真的是我第一次见。

Not enough sleep

For 3 weeks, I just sleep average for 5 to 6 hours every day including Saturday and Sunday since I started my work. It is fun but quite tired actually. We read a lot during the training and after our training. It seems like information overload to me although I had learned most of the things before this. I had to refresh my knowledge which I had gained one year ago.

I start to become suspicious that is my life just for working in the time being? I seem like nothing to do except thinking of my work although without overtime claim. However, I feel like time flied very fast since I started my first job. It passed for 3 weeks without my notice. In 3 weeks, a lot of things happened including whether I can take leave to my brother’s convocation or not. It had changed few time between can or cannot. At the end, I failed to go to the convocation because I am not in Malaysia during that time. The process is just like the changes from happy, sad, disappointed, and fantastic to excited.

I think it is worth because I have the chances to go overseas and go travel around. I am looking forward to my trip although I think I will totally not enough sleep for the week when I am outstation. I will try to enjoy myself because all my trips previously is less sleeping time, so that we can travel more places which we wanted it to be happened.