Rehearsal on convocation

Our convocation is around the corner which is next Monday (2 of August 2010). Therefore, we went to rehearsal to know some updated information about our convocation. I drove all the way from my hometown to Cyberjaya. It was glad that I did not miss any turn from my sister house to Cyberjaya this morning. However, I still went missing when I was on the way to meet my sister yesterday. I can only make a U-turn after driving to a long way.

When I reached Cyberjaya early in the morning, I noticed that a lot of students already there. I met some of my friends after going around. It was too easy for me to find someone that I knew in the campus. However, some situation occurred like this. It was better for me to write in Chinese because there will be some changes after translate it into English.

“我认识你吗？”A对我说。

“我很肯定我认识你。”我对A说

“你一定认识他的。”B对A说

“那，我们在哪里认识的？”A说

“肯定是MMU Melaka，5年前，alpha的时候。”我说

“我也认识你，对吗？”C对我说

“你不要每个人都说你认识啦！”B对C说

“你不要说你不认识我啦！”D对我说

“你肯定我认识啦，还是中学的时候呢！”我对D说

“我们到底在哪里认识的？”A说

“我只知道我们以前一起上过日文。你有没有参加过什么活动？”B说

“alpha都没有参加过什么。是不是跟我们同班的？”A问

“肯定不是啦，都不同系。”B说

“不过我也忘记了在哪里认识，你叫。。。忘了。”我说

“我记得我有你的电话的。”B说

“我应该也有你的电话的。。。”我说

结果两人就在找电话了。

“你没换过电话号码，对吗？”D说

“算了啦。还是你告诉我比较快。”我说

“真的有哦。”我说

“怎么我没有你的电话啊？”B说

After all of us exchanged our phone number, we end our conversation there. These types of the situation always happen on me because of the memory.

We had our briefing in the Grand Hall for one to two hours. Before we ended the briefing, the officer requested some of the volunteer to go up to the stage to rehearsal for what will go on during the convocation when we go up to take our scroll from the chancellor. They display some of the students’ photo and act the same for the actual day. I am so surprised when my photo is displayed and my name is called. However, I am not the volunteers who on the stage to rehearsal. Furthermore, my photo is the first photo which being displayed. I was so lucky today and did not for the reason. Everyone in the hall will know me after my name being called for three times. My photo had been choosing among the thousand people.

After finished the rehearsal, I had to decide that where should I go or who should I follow to spend my time because I not really can go back home so fast. I need to consider the distance and whether I knew the road or not due to I not really familiar with the road. At the end, I chose to go to Cheras Selatan to watch a movie with my friends. This was my first time on the road with five cars. I am very scared to get lost, but they only need to worry about me because only I do not know the road. After the movie, I really need to thank to my friend who brings me back to the road which I recognized. I am happy to have the moment together with you all again after a long period.

Am I really so bad luck?

After three days, I have to go back to service my car for three hours. What is the wrong with that? I make the complaint. It was free of charge due to the warranty, but it quite wasted the time. However, I had to accept the fact of the quality of the Proton car. It was cheap but there were a lot of problems. There were two parts of the car which the black oil leaking. It was because of the screw.

I was told that the quality control (QC) is better nowadays. It looks like became worst compared to the car previously. I just hope there did not have another problem in a short period. I only hope that I do not need to wait for the repairing time again tomorrow. However, the current situation seems like not really in positive. I can only pray hard for it.
If ignore the leakage, I am sure that the car is comfortable and reasonable with the price. Am I really so bad luck? Hopefully, the answer will be not.

A friend

I have many best friends indeed. I met one of my best friends from my hometown today during when I had my lunch together with my dad. We are so lucky to meet together as my friend is the first time had lunch here since she worked. I had never talked so many things in a short while for a long period.

I am very happy because we had never been ending topics if we want. One of the people tells us that we can wait until you all finished talking, and then we only leave. In fact, it does not really make sense. Both of us tell him the same time that we will never end our topics, although give us another two hours or more. I think I never tell others this before today. Unfortunately, we end our conversation just like that. Haha…

She was my first friend whom I knew after I had transferred the school during form 2. I am glad to have such a friend like her. We can share everything that we like. It brought me a colorful memory during my secondary school.

If we had chance to travel together, I think we cannot sleep together in one room. It is because both of us will not have chance to sleep throughout the night as our mind failed to avoid us from talking. It was happened to me with other friends as well, but we successfully control it.

Actually, I am quite lazy to talk sometimes, but I am still the one who very talkative. It may because I more scare on the situation where everyone is keeping quiet. The environment like that is very embarrassed to me. However, I think that I always choose to talk lesser in a very noisy situation. Is that something wrong with me?

担心除去不到明天的遗憾

“Worry does not empty tomorrow of its sorrow.
It empties today of its strength.”

~ Corrie ten Boom

如果翻译成中文的话应该是“担心除去不到明天的遗憾，但却能消除今日的力量。”

这是一句多么经典的话。很多时候面对的东西，担心也担心不来的，担心只是会造成明天更大的遗憾，那么为什么我们还要担心这个担心那个呢？可是，在现实生活中，有多少人能做到没有顾虑呢？从来不担心，只希望明天会更好？这样的生活，我相信很多人会向往的。天塌下来就当被盖，到底有什么东西是好担心的呢？话虽然这样说，但却很少人能做得到。

乐天派的我一定要深深的记得这句话，相信明天会更好，把握今天的时光。

Why I always do something miserable?

I thought everything is fine, but it is not. I did not know much about the phone. I want to back up the things inside my phone. Unfortunately, I had deleted most of the contact number in my phone. If not miss to calculating, there is more than 200 numbers had been deleted by me in few second. At first, it is nothing lost, but I thought it is gone somewhere. However, the things became worst when I try to recover it myself and accidentally delete it.

The feeling is so down but not because I lost the contacts. It was because it should not happen like this. I should think probably before click anything and need a backup. Phone is different with computer hard disk. If there is something deleted in hard disk, there is a way to recover it but the phone is totally different. The memory design in the phone is different with hard disk, just like pen drive. It is the reasons why there is no way to recover the memory once we deleted.

I always need to remind myself that I should not repeat such miserable cases. Memory should always keep as a memory. Cry cannot change anything, in fact.

Envious?

Should I envy those friends who already started their work after graduated? In reality, I should be happy for it as I still in holiday. After start my audit work, I will not have the holiday for more than one month. This may be my longest holiday as long as I still in audit line. How many years I should stay in audit line? Until now, I do not have an exact answer for it. I fail to predict what will happen in the future. I just know I can do it if I want to do it. I have the confident of do the best in everything once it started.

I had my holiday for 2 months plus. What I had done for these 2 months? I only know that I had gone for taking care turtle for one week and go for Sabah's trip for 2 weeks. Others than that, I was not really sure what I had done. I may be just watching movies at home or listen to the music. For now onwards, I should study and do something worth, but not wasted the time just like this.

There is another 2-month holiday before I started my new work. It is nothing new to me because it is the same firm as my internship except the road path. I need a GPS to help me recognized the road in KL. If not, I am sure that I will always get lost and fail to know where I had driven. It was because it always happens during my internship. However, practice will make perfect. I can recognize it after I get lost for much time.

谈情说案

整个假期也看了7到8套连续剧了，虽然我也知道我还有很多很多戏能看。谈情说案算是第一部我自己下载的连续剧，平时的戏都是朋友给的，原因就是我不能下载。看连续剧，感觉上真的很浪费时间浪费生命，也或许很多时候我在看戏也不记得戏里面的到底在说些什么，看了20集也根本不知道在看什么或是根本就只是在听戏而不是看戏。简单来说，就是要浪费一点点的时间，消磨一下我能用的时间或是发泄一下。

还有两个月才开始工作，渐渐觉得假期有点的长了，也许太久没有那么久的假期，有点的不习惯，不过我也不算没有东西做，因为我还有美乐家，美乐家也是一个事业，只是我比较的失败。

说回这一部连续剧，是林峰有份的一部，他的戏几乎我都看过了。这一部虽然没有什么特别，可是却喜欢里面几句的经典：

“男女之间所以会产生爱情完全是因为两个人的生活态度，加上化学作用产生的现象。

从科学角度来看，一男一女走在一起，身体内的一种激素苯氨基丙酸便会增加分泌，令你情绪很高涨，产生一种喜悦的感觉。当浓度不断增加，两人同时受到这种激素的影响，感情便到达最浓，这种状态和关系便可定义为爱情。”

从来没有想过爱情是有科学化的解释，喜欢物理的我看到有关物理的戏，也还蛮有趣的。虽然我脱离物理也有5年了，什么东西都忘完了。两个人在一起，努力过，缘分也相当的重要，有缘无分也是起不了什么作用的。

两天？

爬完山回到家，我几乎有两天都走不到路。肌肉疼痛到好像只能用手来走路，相比我以前一个多两个月没有运动然后去打两小时的羽球恐怖多了。可是以前我没有认识美乐家，那样的小痛最高纪录也是4天就恢复了。可是这一次就好像没有那么的幸运了，我望着家里的楼梯，只能在那儿想为什么楼梯最近变成了这么高，上下楼梯成了一种恐惧症，也不知道是不是我形容得有点的夸张，但却是一种事实。

我有想过如果只是在家而已，给他痛一个星期就会没事了，除非要出门就不能这样的让他自然好。那时候，我真的在想为什么我没有美乐家的纾缓肌肉膏，这样就不会那么的痛了。还好，我还有一样的照片显示的美乐家茶树精油，也算是有同样的效果。我从来没有想过以我这样的体制，我竟然在回家的两天后，脚不痛了。根本不用一星期的时间就能很正常的跑和跳，我真的很惊讶。痛得不能走路只是用了短短的两天，我真的很感谢美乐家带给我的一切。

茶树精油的六大特征是降低细菌生长、舒缓镇定、渗透力强、天然溶剂、无刺激性防御霉菌和气味芬芳。美乐家的所有产品都少不茶树精油和酵素。

用钱买难受？

爬完kinabalu 山，真的很累，只可惜上不到最高峰，因为天气的不允许，真的很失望。在上山的时候，开始的1km，我们只用了半小时。到了第2km，我们用了一小时。到了最后，我们竟然用了50分钟走500m，好像有点的夸张，也就是说平均每100m我们都需要用10分钟来走，也就是等于10meter/minute，如果说每一步平均是走30cm的话，也就是说平均一分钟走33步，好像也不是相当的夸张。

一路上，我们都很煎熬的爬上山，每遇到一个人，我都会问什么时候到下一个500m。还有人问我为什么用钱去买难受？爬山真的很幸苦，可是那一种征服感真的很爽。知道自己能爬到上去，真的是一种难以形容的成就感，虽然我也知道我是在利用美乐家的access bar（一个能让我们把fat容易的transfer成energy，让我们更加有力而不会那么快感觉到累）和sustain sport（一个能恢复我们体内细胞的水分，跟100plus成正比的产品）来帮助我上山。在没有任何其他energy bar的协助下，我做到了。感谢美乐家有这样的product，也比其他energy bar便宜。

看到狂风暴雨，我以为我还能上到山顶，可惜原来水太多是不能上山的。只能说是有缘无分了，我们等到4点早上，还是什么都没有，只好失望的去睡觉。唉。唯有说下次再爬过了。平时都没有什么运动的我，再加上爬山的一个月前几乎只是坐在电脑前什么都没有做，原来并不是那么的好受。下完山后，脚就开始受不到外来的压力，开始感觉到muscle pain。不过，我始终相信，如果没有access bar，不用说还没有到山下，可能连上山是那股那么有气力都没有了，以我这样的体质更加的不用说了。

我真的很羡慕那些uncle，40-50岁了，还比我还有气和力，他们真的我的偶像了，不知道以后的我是不是还有这样的能力呢？不过，我真的很开心能上到去，虽然只走了6km，还有2.7km是因为气候而不能继续，我相信如果以后有机会，我一定会再去过。虽然我也知道，下了山后有一两天几乎是走不到路，但登山的感觉真的很好，站在云上面更加的有另一番风味，景色更加是迷人的。