不及格

从来没有想过自己考试会有不及格的一天，从小到大，除了画画不及格之外，从来都没有不及格过，这一次真的是出乎预料之外。看到成绩的那一刻，我真的吓了一跳，怎么跟我预测的完全部一样呢？以前，往往预测的都是全中，说考A就是A，说B就是B，或是更好，没有说不好的，可是这一次却跟预测中的相反。

好久没有哭了，今天看到成绩的时候，真的忍不住掉眼泪，泪水怎么这么的不听话呢？可是最终还是忍着回家，回到家真的以泪洗脸了，真的好伤心，不能怪谁，只能责怪自己为什么那么的没有用，那么的有自信。好贵的一次经验，难道这就是伤上加伤的后果？失恋后的其中一个反效果？一个自己也察觉不到的改变？为什么要印证在我的成绩上呢？明知道我最注重的是我的成绩，想当年，不会一题，我都能哭了大半天，更何况是不及格？只能怪自己一心不能而用，把心给了他，书也没有心读了。

我不能这样下去啊！不论心情再不好，都不能影响我平时的表现。我怎么可以这么脆弱？那么的一点点小事情，怎么可以难得倒我呢？contemporary business issue, 我一定会记得你，明年一定要aim一个high distinction，至少不会损失那么多，考试费真的好贵哦。还贵过一架samsung S3，为什么要这样对我？除了加油，我也不知道要怎么安慰自己了，告诉自己凡是都没有自己想象中的那么简单，努力加油。

RIP - my lecturer

I am really shock when I received the message from my friend early in the morning while I was driving. My mood is changed out of the sudden. According to my friend, he was fine yesterday. However, he had passed away this morning due to heart attack. After a while, I felt like I almost want to cry. However, I can’t as I am working. We had to become professional to hide our emotional towards the client.

He is one of my dearest lecturers in my university. He taught us a lot of knowledge. He had the cheer and the fun. I will remember you teach me to look for the thought of the day to search for our comment for our accounting class. I went to your room to look for the message, but end up I stayed your room for an hour and wait for you to search the message one by one from your email. It was a good lesson for me.

The memory between you and us will never fade. I will miss the day as I always sleep in your class. You like to talk and the words are very meaningful. I will remember the phrase that you always say in the class, ‘good judgment comes from experience, and experience comes from bad judgment”. This was the phrase you always say in the class to ensure we all are memorized it.

Your smile and your eyes will always in our heart. The life was so short for you and we left is the photo which we take together to keep it as a memory. Rest in peace. I will miss you in my heart.

Convocation

Finally, I had finished my convocation on 2 August 2010. On the convocation, the time passed quite fast. Our accounting batch is the first batch that can go up to the stage to take our empty scroll. After working hard for 5 years, we can only wait for the few second on the stage. After I took my scroll, I totally forgot to watch others classmate on the stage. We just too busy to talk and express our feeling with each others.

After few hours’ ceremony, we finally can walk out from our grand hall. On that time, I only realize that we difficult to find people outside although we told everyone to gather outside the hall to take a group photos. Everyone is busy to take photos. Luckily, my friend helped us to go line up and take our certificate and convocation item. If not, I am sure that I have no enough time to take photos, but at the end also miss a lot of people to take photo together.

After the convocation session, I realized another thing as well which is we cannot do anything except take photos. At first, I wanted to transfer an album which I had done to my friend on that day, but at the end most of them fail to take it because I was busy to take photo and they went back home quite early when I almost free to do the transfer. However, I still manage to transfer it to one of my friends after few hours.

The funniest thing when we take our class photo is a group of camera man stands in front us. The number of camera man seems like more than us. I had forgotten how many photos which I had taken after the convocation. I even forgot I did not take the photo with whom. I only know that I asked everyone to take photo together when I meet someone that I know.
Now, I can announce to the whole world that I had officially graduated.

Rehearsal on convocation

Our convocation is around the corner which is next Monday (2 of August 2010). Therefore, we went to rehearsal to know some updated information about our convocation. I drove all the way from my hometown to Cyberjaya. It was glad that I did not miss any turn from my sister house to Cyberjaya this morning. However, I still went missing when I was on the way to meet my sister yesterday. I can only make a U-turn after driving to a long way.

When I reached Cyberjaya early in the morning, I noticed that a lot of students already there. I met some of my friends after going around. It was too easy for me to find someone that I knew in the campus. However, some situation occurred like this. It was better for me to write in Chinese because there will be some changes after translate it into English.

“我认识你吗？”A对我说。

“我很肯定我认识你。”我对A说

“你一定认识他的。”B对A说

“那，我们在哪里认识的？”A说

“肯定是MMU Melaka，5年前，alpha的时候。”我说

“我也认识你，对吗？”C对我说

“你不要每个人都说你认识啦！”B对C说

“你不要说你不认识我啦！”D对我说

“你肯定我认识啦，还是中学的时候呢！”我对D说

“我们到底在哪里认识的？”A说

“我只知道我们以前一起上过日文。你有没有参加过什么活动？”B说

“alpha都没有参加过什么。是不是跟我们同班的？”A问

“肯定不是啦，都不同系。”B说

“不过我也忘记了在哪里认识，你叫。。。忘了。”我说

“我记得我有你的电话的。”B说

“我应该也有你的电话的。。。”我说

结果两人就在找电话了。

“你没换过电话号码，对吗？”D说

“算了啦。还是你告诉我比较快。”我说

“真的有哦。”我说

“怎么我没有你的电话啊？”B说

After all of us exchanged our phone number, we end our conversation there. These types of the situation always happen on me because of the memory.

We had our briefing in the Grand Hall for one to two hours. Before we ended the briefing, the officer requested some of the volunteer to go up to the stage to rehearsal for what will go on during the convocation when we go up to take our scroll from the chancellor. They display some of the students’ photo and act the same for the actual day. I am so surprised when my photo is displayed and my name is called. However, I am not the volunteers who on the stage to rehearsal. Furthermore, my photo is the first photo which being displayed. I was so lucky today and did not for the reason. Everyone in the hall will know me after my name being called for three times. My photo had been choosing among the thousand people.

After finished the rehearsal, I had to decide that where should I go or who should I follow to spend my time because I not really can go back home so fast. I need to consider the distance and whether I knew the road or not due to I not really familiar with the road. At the end, I chose to go to Cheras Selatan to watch a movie with my friends. This was my first time on the road with five cars. I am very scared to get lost, but they only need to worry about me because only I do not know the road. After the movie, I really need to thank to my friend who brings me back to the road which I recognized. I am happy to have the moment together with you all again after a long period.

5年的华乐

“Do not compare yourself with others,
for you are a unique and wonderful creation.
Make your own beautiful footprints in the snow.”

~ Barbara Kimball

今天上了我在大学里面最后的一堂二胡课，转眼间就要离开了。说真的，我真的舍不得。5年就是很坚持的去上课，开始的时候也不知道自己喜不喜欢，就傻傻的坚持。从好奇到喜欢，现在是多么的不舍，演出也至少演了4场比较大型的音乐会，每一次都是有血有泪的，怀念。

在离去的那一刻，跟老师说了很多话，我却发现我的泪水已经在眼睛里打转了，虽然最终还是没有掉下来，因为我需要坚强，我知道离别只是为了下一次相聚。从来不曾想过自己有那么大的耐力，因为自己不曾是最棒的学生，只能做到的是最准时和上课最久的学生，也知道自己的二胡程度不会比其他朋友来得好，只是想继续走下去。

今天在大学里的二胡课画上了一个句点。我的技术我不跟别人比较，只希望能留下一个美好的回忆，在大学生涯里留下一个深刻的足迹。此生此刻，我不曾后悔我从一开始就认识了华乐，谢谢你们。

Finally

Finally, everything had come to an end. I had completed 5 main activities, which excluded my studies. Firstly, I learned Macromedia Flash, which can let us know how to do a simple flash. It was really fun and I will not regret to learn that but unfortunately, it takes a lot of time for completing every task and need more practical to enhance the skill. As we all know, something does with computer will not be completed in a second or few minutes. It consumes of days and nights, but it still can consider fast if not longer than 1 or 2-week time. However, it can be forgotten if we did not practice it frequently. Luckily, my notes managed to help me recall everything back to normal.

Secondly, I joined the Intervarsity Accounting Quiz. It is a chance for me to review everything. However, we lose in the competition due to, we were lack of time to become well prepared. It was a good chance for us to examine our ability.

Besides, I had finished my Chinese Orchestra Concert. We practiced at least 3 days a week which included my er hu class. I practiced for 2 to 3 months for the concert on 4 April. It was fantastic as our events were very success and our hall was full of the audiences. It was my third-time performance for the big orchestra concert and our society only organized 3 times since the day it established.

Next, we organized a wonderful and memorable accounting night. From the events, I only realize that I did not know everyone in my class. And now, I know most of them because I am the one who made the personal video. I gain the knowledge on how to use few software to edit photo and make a video. Besides, I am happy because I know more than 80% of my course mate. Everyone was enjoyed the night very well. For the night, I learned something that I never learn it before which is the dance. I did not know how to dance, but I wish to dance if I can enjoy the process. I make it after the hard training and put in many efforts.

Lastly, I found my future employer. It was a tired travelling day from Melaka to Kuala Lumpur to complete my assessment and interview. I believe that it is a good start for me in my career path.

My university life always full of the activities and now I can have a good rest. After this, I have to start prepare for my final exam. I must enjoy the remaining few days before I graduated.

哭而无泪

我不晓得为什么我看了那样的短讯我会那么的生气，我感觉到有点点的虚伪，我非常不喜欢这样的感觉，可能我还是属于比较天真的，凡是想到的东西都会去做，从来不理会别人会怎么看，自已需要用多少的时间或金钱，可是你一句不值得没有效果没必要没办法就打沉了我们所有人，到底有没有想过我们的感受呢？我们的付出，也不需要你的怜悯，求的是大家的一个肯定，你决定了但却从来没有关心过我们怎么解决，到了不需要帮忙的时候才来假装要来帮我们，当听到我们解决了所有的东西的时候还很高兴的样子，因为你不需要做什么。现在你反而不支持，还踩多两脚，说什么：“都说了，当初叫你们不要这样做，你们就偏偏不听话。看，现在做出了什么东西来了？”第二天却跟我说很感动。看到这样的东西，能说不生气和伤心，我真的接受不到也办不到。你到底是想证明我成功了，还是你做错了当初的决定呢？如果你没有做过任何事情，也许这一个会更加的完美，现在剩下的只是一声叹气。

我通宵赶出来的东西，难道还要我用啊Q精神说你不让我做是因为不想我辛苦吗？我办不到，就如朋友说的哭而无泪，是多么的辛苦难过。我当然也体会过，可是却不懂得怎么安慰她，因为我也不觉得我很好受，我真的很想大哭一场，为何当初那么的傻。她也不敢多说，因为一直以来坚持要做的人是我。虽然我很高兴因为很多人都告诉我，我做得真的很不错，我要的只是这一些，而不是要你的感动。我为了全部人而去有这样的动力去做，你的这样几句话和高语气的语言，你也不知道你伤害了我们多么的深。几句谢谢还是什么也弥补不到你对我们的伤害。只是搞得我的心情又上又下，也不知道应该要有怎么的心情了，一边很开心，可是一边又相当的伤心。这样矛盾的心情，我只希望我能平静得下来，只希望你不会再提起我们的伤心事。我们做不到完美的序幕，你已经狠狠的插了我们一刀，为何现在还要再多插一刀呢？

一切已经剩下了一个邂逅，还有不到一个月就要离开这里了，只是希望能开开心心的度过每一天，把伤心的东西都忘记。

担心

不是我没有经验还是什么，可是既然他人说要做，就应该放手给他人做，相信他，可是现在却很担心，因为感觉很多东西都没有做到。我有点的担心和害怕，到底今晚会发生怎么样的状况呢？我无法想象，虽然我在5年前已经办过了我人生中的第一个prom night。但这一次到底是不放心还是什么，我总有一点点不详的预感。选择了宁静是不是一个对的东西呢？好多事情都不需要顾虑到，可是却已经发生了很多不快的事情了。

我希望是成功的，真的不想留下给每一个有一个‘难忘’的记忆，不想看到有什么不完美出现。追求完美的人都会是最累的那一位。我承认我已经在很多事情降低了我自己的要求，不用说什么都是完美，可是有些事情还是需要完美的。我们到底准备好了吗？我没有十足的把握，因为我不是策划的那一个。可是没什么关系，就好像坐车的那一位永远都会担心驾车的那一位，因为他不是驾车的那一位，他确保不到车要驾得怎么样和要去哪一个方向，能做的就是一份信任。没有了信任，但却已经上了车，能做的就是担心和希望能顺顺利利到达了目的地了。不管中间撞了多少次，只要没有人受伤和准时到达目的地，车伤了又算了了什么东西呢？我现在也只能希望一切都顺顺利利了。

我不介意自己做多做少，可是我却有点介意别人不开心，我只希望大家都玩得开开心心的。这样小小的要求，我们能做得到吗？为今晚的night加油打气。

第一届校际华乐节

第一届校际华乐节是我们MMU第三次大型的演奏会，也是一次歌曲最大型的一次。在MMU差不多5年了，也就是说我在华乐团也5年了，可是我们华乐团才成立只有6年。5年的时间，可是我的二胡技术还是那么的差，有点的对不起老师的细心栽培，可是我想要学的东西太多了，多得我有点感觉时间不够用，这个真的是把我的大学生涯留下不少的色彩。

很多时候会感觉到很浪费钱去学东西，之后又不会用到，可是这一些都是一个过程，一个回忆，一个经验。就好像以前去学化妆，虽然说我学到一半就半途而废了，可是当时真的觉得自己太大压力了，读书也不会有这样的感觉。可是现在，我却一点也不觉得浪费，至少我能自己变成美美的，是很有自信的说我会。虽然我真的不是很喜欢化妆，只是对别人的一种礼貌。

说会这一次的演出，我没有以前的那么紧张了。可能是有很多上台的经验了。可是技巧方面，真的需要加强百倍。所谓台上一分钟，台下十年功。我真的很庆幸有这样的机会，也很感谢我的家人和朋友来支持我。听到掌声的那一刻，就是我们演奏员的最大的支持和鼓励。谢谢你们。

这一次自己有份演出的歌曲包括：序曲、colour of the wind、all i ask for you、良宵、闯将令、赛马、春、拉德斯基和金蛇狂舞。我认为最难的还是春、序曲和闯将令了。练了三个多月，用了很多很多的时间，有这样的效果。我们的演出是成功的。祝福你们华乐团以后会有更精彩的演出，虽然这一次应该是我在MMU最后一次演出了。

一句赞。。。

My midterm break

Is my midterm break just started? The answer is no because I already finished my holiday. During my holiday, I became busier in comparison to normal study day. I have more time when others have their class during the daytime. We will not have any activities for that time. However, we have all kinds of activities day and night during the break since all of us are so free.

I start my incredible journey after I finished my midterm examination. I had to practice my orchestra day and night from Friday to Monday and Friday to Sunday. It means I just leave 3 days for my holiday. However, I had to practice dance during these three days. And, it came to an end for my holiday.

The saddest case is I get my ulcer during my holiday. Normally, I get my ulcer in my mouth during my exam time. Why can it happen? It is terrible or I really so stress for it. It almost breaks my record which I had 6 ulcers in one time after I finished orchestra practice for one day 3 years ago. Hopefully, I will not break my own record for it. It really pain until I want to use salt to increase my pain. I only know that pain for a while is better than I pain for the whole day.

I cannot really imagine my last midterm break is passed like this. It even is my busiest midterm break in my university life. Our plan is gone which we wish to go for travel or shopping during the break. The only place I went was Jonker Street. Haiz.

Stad Officer

One officer of our university Student Affair and Sport Division (STAD) had been resigned. For those who organized events in university, I am sure all of us know him. I knew him since my first year in university.

Today, I met him when I on the way to my class. I am glad because he still remembered me. In my memory, he always like to ask my one similar question when he met me or I met him every time. He sure will ask me, “Do you have a boyfriend already?” For me, I always answer it with same answer. I knew he maybe worry about me as well. Haha….

Now, I am graduating soon and he leaves the university end of this week. He taught me a lot when we face some problems in our events. Thanks again.

Chinese Orchestra Practice

I had learned my er hu since my alpha which means almost 5 years already. Normally, we will practice the whole year to prepare our concert every year in March or April. I joined the performance one year after I learned the er hu instrument. If included the concert which coming soon in April this year, I had joined as a performer for 4 Chinese Orchestra Concert since year 2007.

However, this time is the most challenging for me due to lack of time to practice the song. I didn’t practice my er hu at least 7 months when I went for practical training. I decided to go back practice after I finished my training and my last semester started. How can I manage to know all 6 songs in less than 20 times practice? 20 times in 8 weeks? When I see the schedule, I scare of it. I am really not sure about my ability because my music sense a bit weak. There is doubt whether I can handle the song or not. I had gone for practice for two times in this first two weeks. One word can describe it which is ‘die’. The song looks like quite difficult. It is my first time sees the music score which are more than 2 pages and need to change so many different key which from F to G, G to C, C to B Flat, B flat to D and A, then back to C and F. I almost forgot everything and not even learn B Flat and A before although I know where should I press for every sound, how should I cop with this? Is it practice make perfect? Others key also not that familiar. I should ask myself when can I read the score and I know how should I play it straight. It is really challenging. I not really know why I joined it, or may be just did not want to give up like this.

I know it was stress because the first time when I joined as a performer, I would not forget that I had 6 ulcers in my mouths straight after one day intensive training for our ensemble. It was terrible because it pained for one month plus. For this time, I hope it will not happen again due stress. Practice more will reduce the stress. Hopefully, I will not too lazy to practice it. Gambatte, I know I can do it if I want to do it. The will power must be very strong.

Classes started again next week

Every time when I think a topic to write my blog, I will get a Chinese version in my mind for the first time. However, I should control myself to change back to English because I know I should improve my English in any methods. Therefore, I decided to write in English if those things related to my dairy life. Hopefully, I can do it.

Next week onwards, my class will start again after 6 weeks holiday. I had registered my course and get my accommodation during my Taiwan trip. I need to thank to my friends who help me to do all this. However, it made me faced a trouble when I saw my timetable was not something that I want. I had to accept my fault which I trusted a wrong person to help me to do so. Also, I tried to change it myself but the MMU system again made me in the trouble which it allowed me to register a tutorial class which did not exist after that. It was the second time for me to call back to MMU to settle my problem which my friend helped me to settle the first time for the coming semester. Now, I finally get something better and changed the 4 days classes to 3 days classes but the time still a bit worst. However, I was very happy to get something better than previously.

Until now, study and my result still the most important things for me.

弦乐演奏会

弦乐是一个以弦为主题的花月演奏会，由专艺民族乐团呈现。在7月11日在天后宫的这一场音乐会，真的很值得我们去看，还好我最后还是不负老师所望出席了这一次的的演奏会。这一次真的让我有另外一种的知识，学到了一些东西。

第一次看见文琴，真的太过奇妙了。文琴是文正球先生自创的新型民族乐器，它博采中西乐器之长，具有多种的演奏功能。上面的那幅图就是所谓的文琴了。文琴结合了二胡、古筝、中阮、大提琴等的乐器。声音感觉上也蛮好听的。

另外一种新认识的乐器是艾捷克。艾捷克由现任新加坡华乐团二胡演奏家、板胡演奏家的陶凯莉小姐呈现。她呈现了一首第一达斯坦间奏曲。虽然不是很会听音乐，不过也获益不少。

另外狂草这一首歌的四重奏，由二胡、高胡、中胡和中阮呈现。虽然真的需要很用心的聆听，可是能感觉到原来音乐是能达到另外一个阶段，就好像创作人沈文友所说的草书欣赏的已经不重要那些是什么字，而重点是它的构造。

总而来说，这一场音乐会真的非常不错，更得到了更多不同的认识

第一次考试迟到

一开眼睛一看
8点32分
我的天啊
我不是调好闹钟6点45分吗
怎么多了两个小时啊
跳了起来马上去考试了
一刹那想过不去了
不过还是算了吧
最后还是决定赶去
就看看自己的运气
有没有的考再打算
还好考官还给我考
虽然没有加时间
超快
也不晓得自己有没有看清楚题目就把全部圈完了
是太累吗
还是前两天有东西烦着
睡眠不够
一天三点一天两点多
怎么可能不累呢
不过算是尽自己所能做到最好了
成绩怎么样也不知道会怎么样了
会有奇迹吗
过后就会知道了
真的是第一次
以后真的不好重犯了
不过还好起来才差半小时
如果差了一小时
就真的不用考了
也不知道是喜还是忧
加油吧

对与错

不晓得这个决定对不对
可是真的有点力不从心
一个这样的决定竟然伤了一个人
自己也相当的烦恼
或许是比较的单纯
没有想过那么多的东西
也没有想过东西会变得那么的复杂
从来都不喜欢政治
为何就是说我们在玩政治
他们只是根据事实做能做的东西
已经很尝试的在说服他
可是却得不到满意的答案
知道你很伤
但我能说的都说完了
我们付出了多少
牺牲了多少
有多少人会知道会明白
我们经历了那么多
你却要跟我们相比
人比人比死人
为何要比呢
难道我们又很好受吗
得到什么都好
都不是应该做到最好吗
可是为何一句话
却又把我们伤了那么的深呢
难道只有你的伤害
我们何不是得不赏失
伤得更深呢
也许我愚蠢
别人叫我不要这样做
可是我坚持尽我所能去挽留
如果你的心不在
怎么挽留也只是如此
或许我曾经努力过
很久很久没有和一个人聊天了那么久了
很多时候打字都有点的懒
不是为了某些东西
我也不会牺牲我的睡眠我的时间
难道我真的那么有空吗
为何要我烦一些我觉得无所谓的东西
对不起说了很多次
却说不是我的错
或许我不会明白
因为我觉得不重要
却没想过你原来看得那么的重
有点的失望
有点的愤怒
有点的安慰
有点的不会形容的感觉
可是为什么就是要这样做呢
伤了你是我不对
可是我们花了三四个小时讨论的东西
不然也不会有这个决定
失败了是我说服力不够
能道歉的都说过了
多说或许没有用
自己想做什么就做吧
我真的很累
真的不想理了

[绚音翔旅]-华乐演奏会

另一场的华乐演奏会
将在这个星期六（4月18日）在多媒体大学展开序幕了
练了那么久
尤其是我们二胡齐奏
当中里面我算是差不多最差的那个了
不过很庆幸的
还是很成功的练到了
第一次背普
一个多月前多么的怕自己背不到做不到
经过了不知道多少个月的努力
练了又练
被老师骂了又骂
终于成功把普给背熟了
毕竟背东西的功力不是那么的好
老师也那么的担心我
因为我都没有什么音乐的天份
虽然我因为好奇而学二胡也差不多要到四年了
可是我今天却做到了
从最差变成不是最差那个
也没有什么出错
或许只能在这几天做出最后的冲刺了
把这一场算是在大学生涯最后一场的音乐会
献给观众最好的一面
只能希望都时候不会怯场了
不然也不会拉的好了
现在的80分
到时候也不知道会有多少分了
加油了

多媒体大学西洋棋公开赛

一年一度的多媒体大学西洋棋公开赛也到了一段落
这一次的比赛一共吸引了120多名参赛者来参赛
当中也有包括一个IM－Mas
两个FM －Nicholas Chan 和Anas
还有一个NM
两天（2月28日至3月1日）7场的比赛
很多精彩的比赛
参赛者多种的表情
真的能让人难以忘怀
他们下棋认真和压力的样子
有时候会很搞笑
虽然当中出现了一些少许的状况
赛程也延迟了整个小时
不过开始第一场的比赛过后就没有什么特别事件了
只是第二天早上一些棋手迟到
发现自己的棋艺真的很差
跟FM下了半场棋
多给我一个queen
竟然还能输
只是还好没有下场比赛
因为又再次的单数
有其他committee帮我下场比赛
或许知道自己是什么水准
早不如多花些时间交流一下
好像也认识了不少棋手
也好像每一次的活动都会做同样的东西
当比赛进行到一半的时候还有机会跟棋手出去喝茶
只是闭幕的时候的照片好像都不能看
拍照的人的技术也难免太差了吧
不过总算这个活动圆满的结束了

忙碌又是时候告一段落了

上课上到了第七个星期

终于差不多全完了

明天上完三小时

就是等于又读完了整个学期

今晚开完最后一个会议

这学期的活动也算是告一段落了

还有两个星期多就能回家过年了

还是跟往常一样

最有空的时候还是在考试前夕

如果不把读书时间算下去

根本就没有东西做了

assignment也算做完了

明天交了就算是大功告成

这整个学期几乎每晚都有开会

不然的话就是补课

不是说不要活动的吗

可是为何感觉上却好像一个学期忙过一个学期的啊

有点的不可思议

昨天同一个晚上6边的东西要做

夸张到真的有点不敢想象

怎么全都在同一天

3边开会2个活动1个补课

对我来说上课还是比较重要

最后当然是先去上课后开了一个会

过后就回家了

这种生活好像一点都不好过

很多时候在想

什么时候才能退出江湖呢

虽然充实却很累

什么时候成了epsilon的学生？

一个学期又差不多要完了

才发现好像自己无形中成了epsilon（第四年）的学生

也不知道为什么

实际上我只是delta（第三年）的学生

整班同学都是迟我一天才能register course

担心了一下

也不知道是不是出错了

还好我跟另一个也是跟epsilon的学生同天

或许是我们拿了的科目比别人多吧

epsilon的学生剩下5科

我却剩下7科

只是多他们6个credit hour

曾经有人建议我为何不一下拿完7科

那就能早一点毕业了

如果一开始进大学就这么想了

我想应该能很早毕业了

因为一开始只是想到最后一个学期是剩下3科的

却没想到只剩下2科

不过6科都已经很压力了

更何况是7科呢

普通的5科还是比较的正常

虽然我们一个学期能拿24个credit hour

但相信我practical training回来的时候一定非常的有空

一个星期只需要上8小时课（两科4 credit hour）

想回这次能早一点register也好

不会有同班的学生跟我们争时间

也不会有不到5分钟就满了的情况发生

哈哈