When I be a part time teacher?

For this few days, my room looks like quite boisterous. Why did I say so? It is because many people came to find me to teach them one of the subjects which I had studied 3 years ago. I actually already forgot most of the term and the concept. To teach them, I had to read all my notes and text book to recover back my lost memory. Unconsciously, I had completed their tutorial question after few different groups asked me to help them. I am grateful because I know how to do the question after read the notes. It was the time for me to know back all the knowledge which I had studied in university in 5 years.

My friends even asked me for an appointment to teach them. Am I really intelligent? I not dare to say so because I still not the best among the others. I just can say I will try my superlative in everything. It really quite tired when we want everything is the best.

For the coming IVAQ (Inter-varsity Accounting Quiz), I really need to work hard for it so that I will not disappointed to others. Our MMU never gained the first prize since the first IVAQ. Can I do that? I should be more confident to myself.

Why I still busy with two subjects?

I should be very free with two subjects in a long trimester. However, I feel like I quite busy all the time. I at the same time have a lot of things have to complete and do. I have to allocate a lot of time for my Chinese orchestra training. The most different thing is I need to have some time for my junior to teach them accounts. Am I very expert on it? I do not dare to say so because I had already forgotten most of the things. This is the time for me to challenge myself to refresh my ‘good’ memory. It is good for me when I teach others.

For me, time should be use precisely, so that we will not regret in the future which we think that we wasted our time. In my university life, I had learnt many things in different coverage. I will never regret with the time I consumed in every single thing. We will not get the experience with money consumption.

I should plan my future probably which I have some confusion within myself. We cannot expect everything happen according to our sense. We have to include many facts or unexpected issues inside the planning. I just can say I want to go for the best if I can make it. Good luck for the future.

压力

你的想念真的是我的压力
你过度关心使我透不过气
看到你更是感到极度害怕
避了又避就是不想看见你
为什么你还要让我知道呢
还好我们都不会有接触到
不然也不知要怎么避开了
不喜欢有这样的感觉存在
真的后悔当初自己的纯真
单纯觉得一切都掌握之中
一切都会跟着自己的方向
顺着自己的意思走下去的
可是却不是想象中的顺利
虽然我不再想念也脱离了
但是你的困扰还是存在的
这样的压力也不是很好受
解了又解却还是无形压力

Accident

Am I the luck so bad yesterday? I was very scared when I saw the accident happen to me. We stopped our car beside the highway when we realized that the gear had some problems. After few minutes, a motorcycle banged our car. I really did not know what I should do when I saw the person flew from his motor to the drain beside the highway after he banged our car.

I went down to the road to see what had happened to that motorcyclist. His legs were full of blood, and he had a very pain look. I scared but I did not know what can I did for that moment. I even did not know what language I should talk to the motorcyclist. My brain looked like totally blank at that moment. In a short while, someone came to us and stop by. He asked me to call Plus highway to get an ambulance while my cousin was called for the police.

All the things had happened in a very short time. Time was not enough for me to digest all the things. We even call a tractor to take our car as my cousin said the car’s engine cannot be started after the accident. Someone had come and leave the place. The motor had been taken away by someone without our notification. Others used their camera to take photos, but I did not know what I can do. I forgot to take the photo as well because I did not know the reason why they want to take the photo that time as my brain just not functioned at this point.

The police who patrol the highway had come. They brought the motorcyclist into a car. And, they not allow us to ask the name of the motorcyclist and so on. We did not copy anything and any information. We scared until we forgot everything. We followed someone to police traffic station in Seremban to make a report. We stayed at the police station for few hours to settle all the thing. When we reached Malacca, it was already 2.30am in early of the morning.

是时候开始冲刺了

休息是为了走更长的路，这一句绝对是错不了的。短短的新年假期，把学业抛到了九霄云外，也忘记了所有的活动，只是好好的过一个充实的新年。新年是华人相当重要的节日，可是却成为了我们朋友之间一年一度的聚会时刻，因为各奔前程的时刻，只有新年中学同学才是同时间回到家乡去。种种的聚会拜年都好像成为了一种习惯，可是随着时间慢慢地过去，也不知道这一种习惯会在什么时候消失。

休息够了，也是时候回到原点，为自己所谓的前途努力，是好是坏，还是是对是错，其实自己也不是十分的清楚，人总是需要在十字路口选择应该向前，还是选择左右，总总的矛盾和顾虑，真的不会有对错之差。不怕辛苦，勇往直前，也不晓得是否能胜任。不是对自己没有信心，而是不晓得这是不是最好的，也或许总是对自己要求高的人或是得不到答案是不甘心的人来说是会比较累的，因为我就是这样的人。

回到大学以后，真的很需要好好的想想，虽然原有的计划也觉得不错，难道真的走一步看一步吗？也知道有句话是这样说的，凡事努力过的都不会有任何遗憾的存在。加油加油加油！

CNY Gathering

I met my secondary school’s friends average once a year which was during Chinese New Year. This year was quite special because we had our gathering during New Year eve. Normally, we had our gathering during the first day of Chinese New Year. However, valentine day and Chinese New Year was fall in the same day. Some of my friends maybe need to celebrate valentine day, so the organizer choose the New Year eve.

19 people went for the small gathering in one of the café. The environment was not that suitable for gathering because the place was too noisy until we not manage to talk. We had to talk very loud, but we still not manage to hear each others.

Sometimes, we really did not know what we should talk about because we had not met for long time. We had to update all the information about each friend. Also, we need to exchange hand phone number each year because some of my friend like to change package or number when the package was cheaper. Our relationship and topics had change when the time was passed.

Another change was the drinks among the friends. Last time, we drink juice when we went to yam cha. However, they drink beer after few hours for juice.

I felt very nice to have the gathering with all my friends. Happy Chinese New Year.

Electricity cut down?

The day before Chinese New Year Eve, the electricity of my house and both of my neighbors were shut down. The funny thing was only 3 houses no electricity and the whole Taman no problem at all.

My brother told us through the phone about this matter due to we still outside with my dad and mum. I thought the electricity was came when I on the way back home and saw all the lights were on in all the houses. When I reached my house, I only realized that only our house no electricity, but not other houses.

This was not the first time when the fuse outside our house was burned down. Luckily, two of the workers from TNB came to settle it after 5 minutes we called them although that time already 11pm plus. It means their efficiency still high although the things were lousy. Also, our electricity just shut down for approximately 1 hour.

Is it a good symptom for the day before Chinese New Year Eve? Anywhere, Happy Chinese New Year.

Happy Chinese New Year

Chinese New Year is just around the corner. I will do a softcopy wish every year to wish all my friends happy Chinese new year. This year is also the same. I did a gif file for animation 2 years ago and a jpeg file last year. The different for this year is a flash file which I learn the software of the flash to have a basic knowledge about the flash. I quite satisfied with my flash output because all is done by me. Before this, I never think that I can do a flash myself. Now, I have already achieved it with a very fundamental knowledge. I can improve it myself after this with the basic idea.

Unofficially, we have one week holiday for our Chinese New Year. I am very happy because I did not need to skip class to celebrate my Chinese New Year. However, we have to replace our class after the holiday, and we also need to rush for our assignment and many other things after the New Year. Is it good news for us for the one week holiday? The answer is maybe yes or no.

Here is my link to my flash wishing for Chinese New Year. Hope everyone like it and wish all of you Happy Chinese New Year.

Chess Week

Chess week is coming again this week. I didn’t play any chess for quite some times since last year before I went to practical training. Chess week is an event introduced by our batch last year. We promoted 9 to 10 types of different type of the chess in our university included Chinese chess, International Chess, Reversi, Go Bang, Draughts, Chinese Checkers, Shogi, and others chess. I went to university to play chess although I whole day no class. If you ask me whether I like chess so much, I maybe cannot answer it 100% that I like it so much. This answer will be same as my Chinese orchestra instrument.

During the playing session with the committee, I realized that my skill was become worst and worst compared to one year ago. It means I really long time didn’t touch the chess. I played chess to train my brain to function always. It is interesting when nothing to do, but it quite boring sometimes because we just need to sit there for an hour or more to complete the game. It can also train our patient to finish the game.

Also, I learned shogi (Japanese Chess) one year ago. However, I only managed to play it after make sure some of the rules with others. It means I totally forgot about it when I didn’t touch it for so long, but I like it.

Chess week is an event which I like the most among all the chess club events. It lets us to communicate to others chess player or other students who like chess and introduce chess to other students who have interest to learn it.

Am I changed a lot?

Since I came back to MMU for my last semester, everyone was say I had changed compared to previous me before I went to training. What they say about me? Change in physically or internality? Of course, they said I became slimmer. It is true and I really need thanks for Herbalife. From there, I realized that to slim or gain weight is just a simple thing if we want it. Also, I became the distributor unconsciously.

Changed in term of positive is a good thing. The experience which we get it will never get it through money. It is good to change sometimes. Since I entered MMU, the personality and the physical is totally different from now compared to the time in my alpha year. Even the photo look is totally different. I am glad for that changes but I think can be much better if I want it. The first thing maybe has to control my speaking tone because sometimes really a bit high pitches. Person will growth after everything is over. We should present our maturity in every different stage to show our mental ability.

The environment sometimes prevents us to choose. We have to change it accordingly. We are no choices to stop at the same place and wait for the changes.

7年的作品集

有点久没有用华语写作，发现自己的中文又好像退步了少许。身为龙的传人，有时候就应该学习一点中华文化，多增加一点文化，总不能把自己的原有的文化给忘记了，或许是应该说是不曾知道过。大学的我也还接触不少与中华文化有关的东西，如华乐、武术等。常年到头大大小小的节日，所有的历史都有待研究。在台湾旅行的时候却第一次接触了中国结。

剪纸也是中华文化的一种，可是这是我小时候学的，印象中应该是二年级吧！基本上我也忘记详细的细节，感觉好像有点小。也记得当初因为太小而不适合拿剪刀，有点危险吧！所以我好像还是免费的那位。

每一年都会花几个小时，拿着刀片就照着版图割，一割就有7年了，也有相当漫长的时间了，但也很奇怪的是事情，很多时候都不会很专心，就是一边看戏一边割。

2010年是虎年，老虎当然是不能缺少的。差不多一个月前，我在家学校假期的时候割的，喜欢这一张，老虎蛮可爱的。


2009年是牛年，不晓得要剪怎么样的牛，结果就出现了这样的东西了。哈哈。

2008年是鼠年，还算是不错的一副。


2007年，印象中这是第一次自己在网上找的，因为很久很久以前报纸剪下来的都不知道给我丢到哪一个角落去了。有点的失败作品，不是那么美，可能是没心了。


2006年是狗年，这是我进MMU后的第一次新年，也不知道忙些什么，结果就在新年当天还是前一天，夸张式的跟着报纸上可爱的小狗，拿起剪刀就随便跟着剪，有点走样的感觉。

2005年是鸡年，也是我刚考完Form5，相当有空的假期，也是我开始决定剪生肖的第三年，不晓得什么时候会停止下来。

2004年是猴年，初中四的结束，初中五的到来，是一个决定未来去向的一年。

2003年，进入了初中四，也不晓得为何有这一个念头，往往在这之前都只是剪财神爷，还是每年换一张，到底花了多少时间，也忘记了。距离学习到初中四好像也有6到7年了。

我到底能坚持多久呢？这一个还是一个谜，从喜欢变成忙碌而忽略了，过后却成了一个习惯，可是看到自己的作品还是那么的得意洋洋的。下一个新年，还会有这样的时间吗？会计这一个行业，能给我多少的私人空间呢？像我实习的6个月，除了工作就是看戏，都不会想到要去做其他的东西了。看着电脑，除了想到看戏看，也想不到其他的东西了。

新年就要来临了，先预祝大家新年快乐，心想事成。

Flash again

My flash class will be end soon in this Saturday. I learn a lot in my flash class and enjoy it very much. I know something that I never know about it before this. The satisfaction which I get when I done something I never think before is really excited. We will never know what will happen if we never try it. Luckily, I choose to learn the flash after thinking for so long to take the short course.

Now, I know the basic for the flash although there is some difficulty for me when I deal with the code which is the action script in the flash. I didn’t know any code before this. I really had to try hard to understand all the code which I not really understand about it. However, it is fun.

Flash not really difficult, but it needs our creativity. We have to think how the animation is going on in our mind and start design the flash. The most difficult part maybe is the creativities in designation. Never say never and enjoy my last class this weekend.


My design for mmu logo...haha

Luckily

I feel that I quite luckily sometimes. Am I really so lucky? Well, luckily have someone drop or change the tutorial group for one of my subject. And, I am so lucky that I change it to same tutorial class with my best friends after so many troubles. Now, the lecturer only tells us that our members in same assignment group must be same tutorial group as well. I really feel that I am very lucky because I just changed it before we can drop or add subject without manually changed before the lecturer announced the notice. It is all the luck.

If I didn’t change officially for the tutorial’s group, I have to search for the assignment group although I know that this maybe not a problems. However, I still like to cooperate with someone I use to it. It is the reason why I feel that I am lucky.
Thanks for my luck. Haha…

Stad Officer

One officer of our university Student Affair and Sport Division (STAD) had been resigned. For those who organized events in university, I am sure all of us know him. I knew him since my first year in university.

Today, I met him when I on the way to my class. I am glad because he still remembered me. In my memory, he always like to ask my one similar question when he met me or I met him every time. He sure will ask me, “Do you have a boyfriend already?” For me, I always answer it with same answer. I knew he maybe worry about me as well. Haha….

Now, I am graduating soon and he leaves the university end of this week. He taught me a lot when we face some problems in our events. Thanks again.