Mountain of Bukit Beruang

I went to climb Bukit Beruang’s Mountain once during my first month in my Alpha year in MMU, Melaka. Today, it was my second time to climb it. The slope of the mountain was really made us so difficult to climb to the top. It was very tired to climb up due to my low stamina. How should I climb up to the Kota Kinabalu Mountain with this kind of stamina? I must train myself in this few months to achieve my goal. I must make sure I will not leg pain when I come down from the mountain.

Mountain of Bukit Beruang is not very high, but the slope is an oblique line. We need to use a lot of energy to climb it. However, I still managed to climb for two round (actually should be 1 and half round) to the top of the mountain. Our next target is three rounds.

Today, we 10 of us went there. I not expected so many people going there together. However, it quite many people climb the mountain when all of us went there.

Chinese Orchestra Practice

I had learned my er hu since my alpha which means almost 5 years already. Normally, we will practice the whole year to prepare our concert every year in March or April. I joined the performance one year after I learned the er hu instrument. If included the concert which coming soon in April this year, I had joined as a performer for 4 Chinese Orchestra Concert since year 2007.

However, this time is the most challenging for me due to lack of time to practice the song. I didn’t practice my er hu at least 7 months when I went for practical training. I decided to go back practice after I finished my training and my last semester started. How can I manage to know all 6 songs in less than 20 times practice? 20 times in 8 weeks? When I see the schedule, I scare of it. I am really not sure about my ability because my music sense a bit weak. There is doubt whether I can handle the song or not. I had gone for practice for two times in this first two weeks. One word can describe it which is ‘die’. The song looks like quite difficult. It is my first time sees the music score which are more than 2 pages and need to change so many different key which from F to G, G to C, C to B Flat, B flat to D and A, then back to C and F. I almost forgot everything and not even learn B Flat and A before although I know where should I press for every sound, how should I cop with this? Is it practice make perfect? Others key also not that familiar. I should ask myself when can I read the score and I know how should I play it straight. It is really challenging. I not really know why I joined it, or may be just did not want to give up like this.

I know it was stress because the first time when I joined as a performer, I would not forget that I had 6 ulcers in my mouths straight after one day intensive training for our ensemble. It was terrible because it pained for one month plus. For this time, I hope it will not happen again due stress. Practice more will reduce the stress. Hopefully, I will not too lazy to practice it. Gambatte, I know I can do it if I want to do it. The will power must be very strong.

Macromedia Flash 8

Make a flash? Macromedia Flash is used to make a flash. I want to learn it since my alpha which was 4 years ago. However, time was not allowed because I had too many things to learn in the same time. I had to sacrifice it and concentrate on others things. For an accountant students, why we need to learn flash? It was not use in our industry. I think I learn it just because of interest or for fun.

When I entered the class, there were more than 20 students from different faculties in MMU. I asked my friends to accompany me but there was no one want to learn it because the cost quite expensive and may be no use in the future as well. Luckily, I still knew 2 people among all the students which were out of my expectation.

Flash class was very fun for me especially when we did something unexpected. It was really fantastic when I managed to draw a Disney Logo above as our flash assignment using flash. It was amazing when I did it successfully. I really happy for it although it quite time consuming because I think I draw it almost 2days included the time to think how I want to draw the things out. The process was quite long. However, it really deserved when I get something unexpected. Feeling is more important.

It was really a right time to learn the flash at this time because I had much time to explore the flash software. Enjoy the remaining 2 days to complete our short courses.

Fuse burned

Actually, I want to write something else today. However, my house’s fuse was burned. At first, we thought the electricity for the whole block was cut down. After few minutes, we only realized that only our house no electricity. All the things which I wrote just now were gone due to the no electricity in a sudden.

We smelled some smell like something was burned, but we did not know what was going on in our house. We believed that we were scare because all of us were girls. We called the warden to help us check what was happened in our house. The weather was so hot here.

After the warden came, he told us that our main fuse was burned. He had to go back to buy the spare part to change for us in 15 minutes. He used almost quite long time to change a fuse. I only realized that change the main fuse was quite easy but had to very careful to avoid the electricity shock during the process. I think this was my first time deal with the fuse burned.

Badminton

I think I really long time didn’t go to exercise. After I went back from 2 hours badminton, my whole body was very pain. My god… 7 months ago, I had long time didn’t feel the pain after badminton continuously for 1 years plus. However, the things changed again when I didn’t exercise much during my practical training and after my practical training.

There were 16 of us played the badminton together yesterday which consisted of 14 guys and 2 girls. It was normal for me although there were so many guys. I was trained for 2 years when the ball always hit me from head to legs until I almost used to the situation like this. It was good because I can actually improve my skill a lot although my skill stills the worst among others.

Today, I felt that the legs were not my legs because it was very pain when I walk up to the staircase. My right hand as well when I went to practice my er hu for the preparation of Chinese orchestra concert during April this year. Hopefully, it can recover soon and will not feel painful again the next day when I wake up. It was nice when I know I really exercise during the badminton session. It was the reason why I still went to exercise when I already knew the consequences. By the way, I must train my stamina, so that, I will not feel anything when I climbed Mountain of Kota Kinabalu during end of June.

选择

太多的巧合让我无从选择
怎么的选择才算是对呢

选择
选择不继续理会你 是对的
选择结束我们之间的纠缠 也是对的

选择
不会再给你机会 给你机会只会让自己伤心
机会曾给了你 换来的只是伤心难过
不会再为你伤心 为你伤心只会让自己留念
曾为了你伤心 换来却是你的不联络
不会再为你留念 留念只会让自己迷失方向
曾留念这一切 换来的竟是一片迷惘

彻底的失望 已经不再是一片云彩
敢爱敢恨
长痛不如短痛
结束才是完美的
你继续你原有的生活
我也继续我正常的生活
话说出来 顿时轻松起来
谢谢你们
藏在心底的秘密 才是最辛苦的
原来我的选择 是对的

First day again

Today consider my first week started my class again in my university life after I had finished my training although my class will only start on Wednesday. I was very happy when I saw my result for practical training yesterday. It was the most excellent result among all the semester. I really need to thanks to all my seniors, managers and associates who taught and trained me during my practical training.

Today, it was a busy day for me, but it really had fun. I and my best friends went for shopping almost whole days until the shop closing. Then, we chatted in my friend’s house and shared all our stories since we had not met each others for 7 months due to our training in different places. It was really a nice talk among us.

I am glad that I can stay in the same building with my friends although not the same units especially when we can share anything.

Enjoy our last semester. Haha……

Classes started again next week

Every time when I think a topic to write my blog, I will get a Chinese version in my mind for the first time. However, I should control myself to change back to English because I know I should improve my English in any methods. Therefore, I decided to write in English if those things related to my dairy life. Hopefully, I can do it.

Next week onwards, my class will start again after 6 weeks holiday. I had registered my course and get my accommodation during my Taiwan trip. I need to thank to my friends who help me to do all this. However, it made me faced a trouble when I saw my timetable was not something that I want. I had to accept my fault which I trusted a wrong person to help me to do so. Also, I tried to change it myself but the MMU system again made me in the trouble which it allowed me to register a tutorial class which did not exist after that. It was the second time for me to call back to MMU to settle my problem which my friend helped me to settle the first time for the coming semester. Now, I finally get something better and changed the 4 days classes to 3 days classes but the time still a bit worst. However, I was very happy to get something better than previously.

Until now, study and my result still the most important things for me.

又是一个错误

在一个寒冷的冬天，女孩又错了，女孩也只能坐在窗前独自伤感。白白的雪在窗外飘落，外面的温度降至零下五度。天气虽然冰冷，但是当时的女孩是迷茫的。虽然说爱情是没有错与对，可是女孩又再次的觉得自己错了。不是同样的错，却始终还是一个错误，这一个错误却造成双方的痛苦。为何女孩知道会痛，女孩还要去犯下这样的错呢？弄得大家都睡眠失调，又何苦呢？

两人相爱本来应该是快乐的，可是当两人相爱爱得那么痛苦，同时也让女孩觉得好大压力，男孩为何还要继续不放呢？这样不是能使双方都会好过一些吗？此刻的女孩只能恳求男孩放过女孩，因为女孩晓得跟男孩是不可能的，男孩还有另一个她。为何就不能趁双方还没有那么的痛那么的深的时候，不再继续这一切呢？苦苦的追求到底又有何用呢？女孩对男孩真的有点彻底的失望了。女孩不明白为何超越友谊的界限不等于一脚踏两船，也不明白为何两人迟了相爱不等于是第三者，女孩只明白爱情就是要忠诚，背叛的爱情就不等于真正的爱情。

可是此时此刻的决定，女孩真的忘记了怎么去哭，难受的压力却使女孩透不过气。女孩的放弃也是女孩顿时感觉轻松多了，就有如千斤重的包袱无端端从身放下来一样。一个千百句的对不起已经弥补不到所受的伤害。但是，女孩却也只能对男孩说声对不起，女孩的难受和造成男孩思念的痛苦都是女孩的错，千错万错还是女孩的错。一切也在这时候画上一个句点。

Car examination

When I look back to the pass, I just realized that I had got my car license for more than four years. Also, I had finished my P license for 3 years. However, my driving skill is still very lousy and when come to parking is even worst regardless manual car or auto car.

For me, auto and manual just the same except when we stop at halfway up the hill. Sometimes, it is not secure to me when I drove manual car when stop at the hill. I really scare the car will loss control and drop back especially when there are many cars behind my car. It more secure if the car is auto because I had 100% confident that the car will not drop back when I was at the hill.

Practice was not the same when we take the car examination. I still remember last time when I took the exam; I passed it just because I remembered all the formula included parking, 3 point turning and the hill part.

Now, I pray hard for my friend who takes the car examination tomorrow. Good luck…..

老师的苦

想回自己以前当过老师10天的日子都已经有4年多了，一个相当难忘的事情，也发现自己是不懂得如果控制一群比花果山里的猴子还要会闹的小孩，结果就把整个班上搞得一塌糊涂，吵得翻天一样，这一切都是怪我所赐的，所以我们应该要懂得感谢教导我们成长的老师，老师真的很辛苦。试想想以前我们当学生的时候何不是一样的不听话吗？老师教书，我们少闹不听课，大了一点甚至可能就逃课或逃班了，还是在班上睡觉，又有哪位学生曾经想过老师的苦呢？

为何我又说回这件事呢？原因只是有人在犹豫当中是否要不要当老师。老师在我们的眼中都是伟大的，一个培育成材的灵魂人物，可是是不是每一个人都会适合呢？我很肯定的说我是不适合当老师，因为还没有把学生教好就应该给学生气死了。

当学生的除了把书念好，其实也没有什么好理会的，可是老师的责任并不只是这一些，老师还得把学生教好，教好学生的礼仪廉耻和做人的道理。可是很多时候，很多人却忘了老师的用心。

New PC with Core i5

I had used Pentium 4 for four years plus to 5 years. I really not sure this was my problems or the pc already had problems. It was very slow and lags all the time although the PC still can function. However, I not really had so much patience to wait for a program to run although I just open a Microsoft Word. It was not frustrated. I had tolerated it for so long time until I scared that the pc will not function well anymore. Finally, I decided to change my PC. For me, I must change the best once I changed it. If not, better not to change anything.

Intel Core i5 750 with Asus P7P55D LX motherboard and 4GB DDR3 is my new PC model. By the way, I just changed processor, motherboard, power supply, graphic card, and casing and add 1TB hard disk. It really fantastic and the speed were faster compared to my old CPU. It fast is for sure because it is new. I was so excited and I had already long time didn’t have such feeling. It was my first time feel so excited when I used this new CPU. I was really happy when I see the window rating almost all the component above 7.0 out of 7.9 except data transmission. I not really cannot imagine how well the PC can function because it really good and I like it so much.

Sometimes, maybe someone will think like this, “You not an IT student, why need a high end computer?” However, I do not think like this. I still can use it and learn it although I just an accountant student. Learning and using is not the same thing which profession we are. We still can learn something although it maybe will not use by us in the future. It was just a process which we can go through in our life. When you think it was worth, it will mean for you.

Someone may ask, “Why you not buy a laptop? Laptop is so convenient when you go anywhere.” It is true but I still do not know why I like a desktop. The reason maybe we still can buy a higher technology with a lower prices compared to when we buy a laptop.

I will never regret to change the pc although it was a bit costly. It is really good enough for me in the time being. Haha….


p/s: haha, now only realised my first PC not intel ...so, it not Pentium 4. It was AMD 64 Athlon.

在错的时间，遇见对的人

女孩与男孩的重逢也有足足两个月了，可是又有谁晓得他们这一次的重逢却是一个错误的呢？有人说在对的时间，遇见对的人，是一种幸福；在对的时间，遇见错的人，是一种悲伤；在错的时间，遇见对的人，是一声叹息；在错的时间，遇见错的人，是一种无奈。

男孩无时无刻的关心与爱护，女孩深深的被感动着。就好像在女孩生病的那一刻，女孩收到男孩的来电，那刻的女孩感觉到如此的温暖与窝心，虽然那刻的男孩只有短短的几句微不足道的言语，男孩也不在女孩的身边，他们甚至相隔了一个太平洋的距离。男孩与女孩的缘分更是无止境的，种种的相识，不能不让他们承认彼此的存在。短短的两个月，女孩感觉到是如此的漫长，就有如认识了男孩一段非常非常久的时间或日子。男孩与女孩互相发的短讯加起来也超过了千封，也是女孩有史以来发最多短讯的两个月，也是女孩每天煲粥煲最久的时刻。可是，男孩却没有在最重要的时刻发短讯给女孩，因为男孩深爱另一个她。女孩不同的回忆和不同的感受，什么都有齐了，女孩也曾经深深的爱上了男孩直到女孩发现了这一件事。

可是男孩的举动，却彻底的伤了女孩的心，剩下的只是一声叹息。女孩有点的悔意，女孩埋怨自己为何给男孩这样的机会，为何给男孩这样的测试导致女孩如此的难受，为何提示了男孩那么多次男孩都是犯下同样的错，女孩想到这里的时候，泪水却不受控制的从眼角滑落下来。

男孩多次的对不起却也不能弥补女孩心中的伤痕，女孩只能感谢男孩一直以来的坦白留言。女孩知道事情的一切后，女孩是多么的失望与难过，女孩在想爱得那么累，为何还要继续去爱呢？与其拖泥带水，女孩不如趁还没踏进深潭时提早退出。也在此刻，女孩决定放弃继续向前走，放弃从来在男孩身上找不到的安全感。这时候，女孩才突然发现，平时做事果断的女孩，竟然因为男孩而那么的犹豫不决。如此的决定，更能让女孩从新找回原有的自己。

My PC

In my memory, I didn’t talk about my pc for a long time. The entire problems created by my pc were not a problem for me so far such as software problem or some hardware which cannot detect by my pc. Why I said so? It was because I managed to repair it if the same problem occurred again and again. However, I really not managed to do anything when my pc just gave me a black color response and some funny sounds this morning. I felt like I want to cry for it because I really did not know how to on the pc back. This problem had been happened for 3 times since last December until now, but this time was most serious one. I can’t do anything since it beyond my capability and knowledge. I not sure which hardware actually was spoil in my CPU, but I think most probability was the entire components inside the CPU also had problems.

I had hesitated for so long whether want to change my pc or not. However, this problem make me came out a decision to change my pc although I had suffer and wait for few years. I had to endure the anxiety the second when I switched on my pc every morning. I had to worry whether my pc can function well today or will bring any new problems to me. Sometimes, it really make me very disappointed as the problem always came during emergency or when I was rush something important. On the other hand, I had thanks for my pc which gave me so many chances to learn the new things and accompany me to get through my university life.